New Love 2012

Since the year of 'i cannot remember which year actually >-<', i fell in love with photography ...

These pictures were taken in the new year of 2012 and i must say im proud of the end result that came out "lovess"

We were on our way-walking- to dinner at DPP Petronas while these pictures were taken. I must say, i will definitely miss the beautiful, serine, calm jungle of UUM =(

The weather has been really unpredictable these few days~Rain this minute, Bright and sunny the next @@  Hence,the TREE 

The famous Tasik Guthrie~where students have secret dating sessions, BBQ sessions, gatherings, and many many more activities students do resulting from having nothing to and so have to think of interesting things to do together-gether 'LOLS'  

Just a random angle that i took with one of the many persons that i will miss in the pic T.T

And so, today is the 14th of January 2012. This morning was the second exam paper and me ah gong and i had, the first was last night at 8.30pm and this mornings paper was at 9.00am. No complains cause really we will not be experiencing late night studying for finals anymore it will definitely be our last~Many of the course mates has already departed and left the humble jungle of UUM. I wish them all the best in everything~ We are still left with 2 more papers that is 1.Science Social on the 16th at 2.30pm and 2.Organizational Behaviour on the 17th at 9.00am super looking forward to the last day of finals and on the 18th mummy will be here to get me~*yippies* But~me being the emo me, i hate saying goodbyes especially to those that i really am glad to have as my friends during the 3 and a half years spent here. i like the environment here, i like all the green green grass and the clear blue skies and also Mr. Sunchine ^^ 

     Well i should stop with all the emotional stuff and so i will carry on with photos. #Enjoy#

~I want to experience new things in life with you by my side~

One of the buildings that we will never forget -EDC Hotel-

From shy and immature to confident and independent , same like when all of us just met one another during the first week of orientation

My most favorite tree by far in UUM #loves#

Our national Flower~The Bunga Raya but in a different shade of color

Ending this post with a picture of the both of us at EDC after the buffet dinner!!!

Take care all, 

and i love you always me ah gong
-xoxo-

Here Comes The Welcome 2012 Post

     This was taken on the 29th of December 2011, a day where the 8 of us ventured to an island called Penang #eatingparadiseofPenang#
We first went to Tao, Juru Autocity and then moved on to Penang island itself for a little shopping but sadly we all came back empty handed *pause...good news for us though cause we are almost dried up already...ppffftttttt* so to carry on yea~we crossed the Penang bridge and ended up at Queensbay Shopping Complex and coincidentally there is also a sea like thingy just across the mall and so we took pictures first of course before we headed in to the mall...And so this is one of the few pictures we took during the day~


     Let me bring you round Tao first~Well we went there obviously to stuff our faces with food!!!But i cannot say that the quality is as good as before and also the portion size its a bit disappointing...We all decided not to be upset cause we were surrounded with great company =) We ordered like mad~like doubled all the dishes we order but in the end it came only one portion rather than two we excused them cause even during lunch time that place was jam packed and just like before we ate from 12.30 till 4.++ until they actually came and tell us...'ermmmm...excuse me but we close at 4 when it was already 4.15 already' *LMAO* but indeed we went back with a huge tummy and with smiles on our faces. I must say, eventhough the 8 of us don't usually hang out during meal times or otherwise but the outing went out really well...Thanks guys for all the patients cause us girls too freaking long to shop~ XD 


     Well today is already the 3rd day of the year 2012...and aslo the purpose of this blog post is how i spent my New Year's with my loved one #lovespeaking# It was an eventful night, cause for dinner i walked over to DPP MISC, met up with sai zhen and my loved one then walked somemore to DPP PETRONAS to meet up with sai theng and the 5 of us had dinner together. Finished dinner and we porceeded to dessert that was across the street DPP EON for shaved ice/ice kacang but unfortunately my tummy wasn't being itself that night and it was a bit grumpy so i skipped having ice >< ah gong and i had Hot Teh instead XD . So, the other gang left us and there were the 4 of us left there as yi huey left early too. We talked and talked some more then we decided to walk saitheng back to her dorm-DPP MAS then gave her a New Years hug then carried on to sending saizhen back bcak to DPP MISC again...Well if we were to calculate all the walking adds up to almost plus minus 2 hours walk?!?!?!?!?!*woots* but the sad thing is that the next day my ass was paining...@@


     Owh yea i haven gotten to the part where how i spent counting down time with ma ah gong ehh... Well we were sitting at the bus stop of my dorm and it started drizzling and then it got heavier~I suggested ah gong to call back home and send some wishes back to his mama and it ended so warm~i was touched and at that moment i realized that being a couple, we must have each other's back and when one is down the other one has to stand up for the other...and you may not notice ah gong but i held back and stood strong for you love =) cause iloveyou #urghhhhh# and then as the clock stroked 12 well we said our wishes for the year 2012 and enjoyed the sound of the rain and the cool breeze...It was rather a different type of celebration and also my first time being side by side with me ah gong during New Years...I felt special and i loved it very much...But i know that both of us miss home terribly.

MAKE THE BEST OUT OF EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE HERE

AND WE HAVE ONE ANOTHER

SO STAY STRONG MY LOVE,

IT WILL BE OVER IN NO TIME

ILY,SW

Signing off,Gotta prepare for finals
13,14,16,17 January....Watch Out!!!


-xoxo-
love you always ah gong

Too Harsh... Bitch

I cannot for a minute expect that you can actually be who you are these few days. You have changed. 
I have no idea what struck you to be so irrational, so selfish, so hard to read. Seriously what is friendship to you?Do you consider us closer friend or do you take advantage of us just because we understand you better and take us for granted. throwing your silly tantrums at us~That is definitely not fair for not only me but all four of us too. Let me tell you how i see this~you started throwing your prissy huge tantrums at us FOR NO FREAKING REASON, blame every else for everything that you are not satisfied with but i must say you had control to what you could have done for yourself, then after coming back i thought everything was over but NOPE!!! surprise!!!you were still the same.....Seriously what the F is wrong with you?
We take our turns to try to talk to you.....YOU DON'T CARE
We change topics to communicate with you.....still YOU DON'T FREAKING CARE
Your facial expressions kills us from within, and really you take the mood out of all of us. But in front of other people you are indescribably happy. I make my move but NO YOU DO NOT EFFFFIIIINNNGGG GIVE A DAMN!!!
I mean hey if you really don't want to see us by all means tell us to move or sit the next table or you can even get us out of your sight by simply not being together with any of us.Simply as that!!!*sigh*
Please know, IT HURTS~Friends definitely do not treat one another how you treat us. We seriously did nothing wrong and if by blaming us makes you feel better by all means go ahead, scold us, blame us, we are already going numb from all your bad-mouthing and way of treating us like dirt. We accept you as you are because you are our friend. Friends are easy to find but not easy to keep. Please, i ask of you, CHANGE~
You FB post is the one that pissed me off BIG TIME~Do know that the whole world does not only revolve around you, there are others too. With feelings~ Do care for us, remember that we exist, think of how we would feel by all your actions...


CONGRATULATIONS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT...UNTIL NOW~
GLAD THAT SOME OUTSIDER THAT WON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU MADE YOU HAPPY AGAIN~


till then,
xoxo
love you always me ah gong~

依然爱你-王力宏

一閃一閃亮晶晶　留下歲月的痕跡
我的世界的重心　依然還是你
一年一年又一年　飛逝僅在一轉眼
唯一永遠不改變　是不停的改變
我不像從前的自己　你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑　依然的美麗
日子只能往前走　一個方向順時鐘
不知道愛有多久　所以要讓你懂
我依然愛你　將是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜　時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸　每個動作　每個表情
到最後　一定會　依然愛你
(依然愛你　依然愛你…)

我不像從前的自己　你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑　依然的美麗
日子只能往前走　一個方向順時鐘
不知道愛有多久　所以要讓你懂
我依然愛你　就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜　時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸　每個動作　每個表情
到最後　一定會　依然愛你
(依然愛你　依然愛你…)

我依然愛你　或許是命中注定
多年之後　任何人都無法代替
那些時光　是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶　依然無法忘記
我依然愛你　這是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜　時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸　每個動作　每個表情
到永遠　一定會　依然愛你

November the Eighteenth 2011

Today is the 19th but i decided to do this post cause of what happened yesterday on the 18th of November.Yesterday was a day of relief,relaxation,exiting turned worrisome,slow paced,unexpectedly surprised (in.not.so.good.a.way). In the morning we had our final paper for me and me ah gong's mid semester exams along with our sai family members-sai theng,sai zhen,and sai huey too. So,when the clock striked 10:30 the burden in our hearts were finally released and we were able to eat,rest and sleep as much as we can.Wait...That is because we had our first paper on the 15th at 8.30pm then a quiz the next day at 2.00pm then another paper that night itself at 8.30pm and the day after the next was our final paper.That is why this week to me has passed by in a super slow pace.
Now, at this moment i'm in a relaxed kinda mode~listening to the songs that Alie transferred to me,it makes me think of home very much.I often relate situations that i am in to the songs that i listen to.Call me over-sensitive but i can tear listening to the lyrics of a sad song just like the one that i am stuck to currently-Adele's Someone Like You.*sobs* -End of the me being Emo-
Anywho~this post suppose to be about yesterday's adventure.Our poor sai zhen had to make her way back home because since before she came back to the uni she was already feeling unwell,coughing and feverish too. A few days later the medication that she was on didn't seem to be doing her any good therefore PKU check-up was done and after the second visit to the doctors she found out that she is down with Pheumonia. Well so she decided to go back and get better. We left the uni at about 5.25 then we headed out straight to Alor Setar Sultan Abdul Halim Airport, well on the way the sky was clear for about 10 minutes drive but suddenly right in front of us we could see the rain pouring so heavily,we couldn't even see the car in front of us clearly,to be honest i was terrified at that time. Our trusty little rented Perodua Kancil was a little unstable with all the puddle at the road sides it kind of died on us at one point of time but ah gong managed to get it going again. We were going at about less than 20km/h at that time,it was really that bad!!!We had to turn on the hazard lights all the way.The heavy rain didn't stop until we finally reached at the airport,and when we got down the car the wind was going crazy.We had the feeling of safety-ness when we stepped foot in the airport. *phew* ---in addition the little car had water seeping in from everywhere.@@
So after we had settled down at the airport,sai zhen checked-in and we waited for her to make her way to the waiting hall.Brief goodbye session then wished her well and to be back here in tip top condition and also in a fatter state.-and we are serious about it- 
Today through Facebook,got to know that she is feeling better,getting medication and care from her family.It is good news that she is healing from the evil evil germs,am truly happy for you,dear~


Best wishes to you dear sai zhen.
I shall end this post here...
Till the next post take care all.
Love Always,
-xoxo-

Let The Rain Wash Away The Pain Of Yesterday ='(

i feel like running away,i feel like singing out loud,i feel like spinning myself round round until i go dizzy,i feel like walking to a far far away land where there is only the feeling of freedom
i wanna be in a band and sing everyday till the sun sets, i wanna be the girl that has the opportunity to perform for others,i like happening events;concerts and all,i wish to be at my favorite singer's concert one day screaming my lungs out!!!
i wish to wear clothes that makes me pretty,i wish to wear clothes that shows me off,i wish to have a make up collection,i wish to own shoes that has rainbow colors
i wish to be smarter,i wish to be more active,i wish to be more out going,i wish to be more up-to-date,i wish to be more talented
i wish to be more perfect for you
i wish to be more of who i want myself to be


BUT
 wishes remains wishes 
no one can ever be perfect nor get the things that they want
no one wants to get in trouble with people they love most
no one wants to live their life under a rock
no one wants to be the one that is empty inside
no one wants anyone else to laugh at them just because they aren't skinny or pretty
no one wants to cry alone
no one wants to share their happiness with only themselves
no one wants to live with complicated daily routines
no one wants to feel invisible


*live happy*
signing off
luv,
apr

out of BOREDOM

so here i am in my uni sitting in my room now currently it is raining outside so what do i do??
no i do not take my books out to study nor complete my homework,not tat i have any.
I,me,i choose to go online and look at anyything that catches my eyes and then i stump upon a blog that belongs to a secondary skol dang it i still spell school as skol...friend's friend and so i read read read and i clicked into this website http://lookbook.nu/ and whoa~ the pictures inside they are so stylish and pretty but all taken by people or modeled by people that are mostly young people but fashion is so great 'wear it and make a garment look its best possible' and with the internet line i have in uni here it is hopeless for me to scroll down as fast as i like.but still I AM GRATEFUL for having internet connection in my room even though it is hopeless sometimes it is good enough so THANKYOU for providing us WI-FI.
just two days ago,25 of us hospitality ppl crossed the border and entered Thailand to have dinner at a place called WaterView.it is a really nice place,loved the ambiance,loved the seats,and even their toilets were COOL-er than normal toilets >< we each had to pay 213 Thai bahts for dinner.the menu that night was black pepper pork,steamed fish in some sauce,sweet and sour chicken,mixed vegetable,and the dish of the night of course-Tom Yam Goong that was yummsss.ah gong enjoyed it too eve though it was really spicy but he managed well.=) in Thailand, we managed to grab all the stuff that we wanted over the holidays being back at home.like what you ask?1.the oh-so-yummy soya milk that not costly at all yet super delicious 2.spicy pork flavored instant noodles that most probably will be my dinner tonight 3.and and the one thing that was on everyone's to-buy-list POCKY stick...the selection they have there are crazy i tell you and oh~all these things you can get em in their 7-Elevens that is located every single corner you go,super convenient.
in uni,it is convocation season and so little booths will be set up at Padang Palapes and basically the Uni will be lively for 4-5 days.Yesterday was one of our friend's graduation day and so we went over to Dewan MAS to shake hands,give presents and take pictures aiyahh the normal stuff people do during graduations lahhh and the fun part was,i got to help them take pictures using one of our friend's DSLR,whoa the feeling of owning a DSLR sure makes you *takes deep breaths* one happy person.The picture that i helped them take *i because i did not want to be in pictures yesterday just because *dot dot dot* right~the pictures was lovely,i love the colors all around especially with the help of Mr. Sunshine,just by looking at the small little photos displayed on the camera's small screen took my breath away~and im sure me, turning one tone darker being under the sun taking pictures for them for almost an hour is worth all the pretty pictures.
well just another post updating all the what-have-beens' and what is about to come this weekend sure is going to be exiting!!!
WE ARE GOING TO KRABI,THAILAND!!!
i am really exited
no,really i am jumping from the inside out!!!
i can't wait to be near the sand and the seas again!!!
^^
i shall end my post here then
love you lots me ah gong
-xoxoxo-