31st of april........

try living with someone who succeds in annoying everyone with thier own action but not realizing that they are doing so....that someone should really wake up and be more :ownself: have your own personality and make up yr mind...think of others and dont ruin everything...friendships, closes friends, own studies, other ppl's study, and thier lives...because of this particular persons actions everyone is slowly drifting apart...they are drifting apart y??do you think???thay arent interested in wat u are saying why???do you think??? if you do think and you do realize why wouldn't you just stop not being you talk to others and stop doing things that offends other ppl....we are stiilllll around you aren't we...we are stil here....
being together with someone that you are really not suppose to be with all the time isn't cool....being together with that one person that can change you to become better is fine but dont go other wise...they ruin you and guiide you the wrong way....it isnt that jus because someone is doing so the other human beings on earth has to do so....be yrself...learn to be yrself no matter how u are like...dont be someone else and end up with no :yrself:......
exams are stil on...am stil routinely coming to the library everyday day and night looking at the way that the situation in the room is so 'tensed' i cant take it for any longer have to transport ourselfs out to the fridge to study...yesterday nite wat i felt when i was talking to me ah gong felt really terrible....talking about y ppl do stuff and wat ppl do.....really funny in a way but too much of it really pisses ppl off...badly...even if someone with loads of patients also will blow into pieces...hiahs....cant wait to get home and not being 'here'......
the next paper====food sanitation...studying bout food hygiene, bacteria, loads and loads of stuuf bout cleanliness..and the other thing is its a 2000 paper that simply means its a written without any multiple choices as in nothing to choose from as in write everything by youself as in OH MY GOOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont kno wat to read wat to memorize that i dont really do often or even never...well we shall really see by then....
am stil upset with ah gong.....he did not manage to study the whole afternoon he went out to meet with friends go eat go fix stuff and go chat instead...jus hope that he when it s time to study everything goes in...not long to the next papper..really wished that he knows that its the crucial time of the semester...but no doubts he also feels the pressure and need to relax from time to time...relax not only from all the reading and stuff..well partly me too i guess....(but i definately hope not)........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmsssssssssssssssss.....
welll enough of wonderings and pouring out my thoughts...here wishing che fu tan happy birthday and may everything run as smooth as melted butter....
*blekws*
i love you very very much me ah gong....may you do well in all subjects...
we will jia you jia you together k...
wiillll always be by each others side for always......
有我就暖,一世照着你.
always remeber darling...forever........
xoxo love always yr ah po.......

knots, knots, and more knots.....

its been a really long time since iuve updated..even my birthday has passed and i haven even had time to write about it...tats y im ere taday in the midst of prepareing for tomorrows exam sitting in the library and already had done this for the past 9 hours...
IN THE LIBRARY...heheh study time it is...finals are here lucky us...(jus wishing tat it wud end faster..)
neway neways neways...my 21st was a blast..i had the perfect celebration...nope...not parties after parties..that is well i shall start from the surprise that was brought together by my family..mum dad sister and brother in law....all my friends from uni tooo...kno y....me ah gong planned or "pakated" with mummy to plan this biggie surprise for me...it was really surpriseing as i missed my family very very much i burst out in tears straight away....buthen thanks to all the planning planning and more planning that they made...im really thankful to have all of them celebrate this day with me..and for my actual birthday..i actually spent it with me dearest popo...had BKT lunch with her...and after kia che and che fu had gone bac mum and dad brought me to*drum roll pls*............................THE SHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is a place where we had always celebrated our birthdays since young ka che and i.....buthen the price now is flying sky hi so expensive expensive...buthen no doubts the food there especially their lamb chop...my most ultimate fav....heheh....
ppl come and go friends do drift away....
sincererity and honesty is best....
so hold on to it and dont never let it fade away....
honesty is really important in friendships...but there are ppl that just doesnt realize what they are doing wrong...dont fool other ppls heart just to get what yoou want to feel...appreciate every single element in yr life as u will never have the chance to take twice....
enough m umbling for now then...
as always...i love you very very much me ah gong
u r my very best..i apprecite you tollarating my everything...
grateful to have you be by my side...
xoxo love you always...
take care ah gong...

DAMN THE USELESS S**T

is this wat we have to live with every damn semester..the damn "server' is down again..its getting on my nerves...dmn the skol...damn the facilities provided..whole campus with broadband provided...blah blah....sounds so nice but empty inside...here now sitting trying to fight to add courses with the others""""so called soon to be graduates....damn the skol....a simple server jammed..or a simple no line....no wireless...no such facilities..no this no that...that is wat we het for getting in ere...improving knowledge and also have to live with this kind of sh*t.....its horrible and indiscribable....

updatezzzzzzzz......

me ah gong and i on valentines day
gifts from me ah gong(flowers&me diamoney necklace) :)
this is me while waiting to go out with me bunch of friends
we call her "min bao tau" *blewks*

ah gong and i in the library