let talk about {>.<}

helo everyone,

my name is {>.<}

i am so good in annoying ppl that i dont even realize it that im doing it every single minute of the day

i stink and i have bad breath

i do not care for other people's feelings

as i am not sensitive enough what so ever

i do what i like and their business is just not my business

as long as i get to things my way

i like to annoy people by:

making hell lot of noises anytime of the day

no matter ppl are sleeping or studying

i just like to make loud noises

like pulling the chair so hard or putting my pen down so hard

wen it hits the table it make a 'knock' sound so loud

next

i am so very competitive i like to bud my nose into every single thing

when other ppl is studying and minding their own business

i like to just scroll my eyes over to see what they are doing

or what they are looking at

i like to make them feel so pressured

i just love it without knowing it

oh...and the other thing

i dominate most of the things

that is not mine~

that is also barging into other people's personal space

just crossing their line

cause i think that i deserve it and i can do whatever i like to do you see

hmmm....i also do not notice and not aware of my actions

i am very pushy

i copy what everyone else does

cause i like the way they act

the things they eat

the way they speak

the way they make themselves interesting and attractive

i think that it will work for me too

that is why i dont have a personality of my own

cause i FOLLOW~

and i like following

i like to complain about others you see

cause they dont understand me at all

and i feel that they are all......

putting on a mask on their faces

THEY ARE JUST SO FAKE

UNLIKE ME

I AM PURE

AS A BUTTERFLY SEE

BEAUTIFUL SMART ATTRACTIVE

AND I ATTRACT A LOT OF BEES TOO WITH THE WAY I ACT

i wll definately not change who i am

damn those ppl that do not behave like they should

i like myself for the way i am and i like ruining ppl's life

I LIKE ME!!!

i do not do anything wrong

i am just a little bitch

so WTH

thats it then

signing off

-the smelly stinking bitch-

{>.<}

今天学会了’雨中带乐‘～

xia lia 你亲爱的。。。今天虽然下了一场大雨，但是我并没有觉得孤独。。。

平时的我，每一次如果听到‘天阿公’开始下雨我都会开始很想很想念你～

今天的雨。。。

我们‘手牵手’雨中漫步。。。

今天的雨。。。

我们说的说，笑的笑。。。

在雨中。。。

你在我旁边逗得我好开心。。。

你说了“不是每一个男人都会这样做的哦”。。。

那时候的我，我顿时在心里笑起来了～

我的亲爱的阿公啊～～

谢谢你哦

真的真的～from the bottom of my heart

I APPRECIATE YOU BEING PART OF MY LIFE

this blog post is from me to you~

^^

love you dearie...heaps

-xoxoxo-

exam sEaSon~

we are all feeling really gloomie...why...cause its exam season~

...WHAT A BUMMER HUH...

the exam that was suppose to start on the 8th was delayed by the flood and now officially it has begun!!!

me ah gong and i...our first paper will be staring on the 24th den 27 den 2nd den.....

*TAKES DEEP BREATH*

11,12,13TH

literally can hear screams in our head when we first got to know....

things like:ah gong and i getting into many arguments, feeling depressed, getting SO stressed up and more signs that show that a lot of things is spinning in yr head

~spinning and spinning and sinning~

UNTIL YOU GO DIZZY!!!

moving on~

me ah gong decided to buy something that is the size of half of me....

and THAT is now my INSPIRATION...THANK YOU HEAPS BABY

not only as a motivation but also this is my FIRST ever HUGE teddy bear that BIG BIG BIG!!!

there will be no photos for the mean time but i shall load it as soon as i finish me exams~

ANOTHER MOTIVATION!!!!

^^v excuse me for being overly 'emotion uncontrolable'...:P

well...told myself that self control and discipline starts from today and today onwards!!!

NO MORE MOVIES!!!NO MORE SLAGGING!!!NO MORE FB-ING!!!(for a long time only><)

NO MORE EXCUSES!!!NO MORE FOOLING AROUND WHEN EVERYONE IS ALREADY FULLY EQUIPPED!!!NO MORE BUMMING!!! DEFINITELY!!!!

we shall push ourselves,pull up our sleeves and smack this final's backside!!!:P

jia you jia you jia you 我的阿公！！！

我爱你。。。非常非常的爱你！！！

-xoxoxo-

all the best to all!!!*thumbs up!!!*

to the JUNGLE....and beyond!!

and once again...i am back in the campus...out off lets say 500 hundred rooms, only about 30 are occupied...

my room...only the two of us are bac...and must i say...its super boring!!!no mood to study...no energy to study...but still gotto start tomorow...forcefully!!!

=)

during the study break...baby bubu and i were talking about getting soft toys for me as gifts as i had not received any soft toys from baby...i kno its not a must or im being pushy...but i like soft toy...and i have a soft spot for soft toys...like really...

i will try to take the cutest photo of me new love as soon as possible...and i decided to give it a korean name that is...연인 pronounced yeon-in....

he is lovesss^^

btw...this is my FIRST largest soft toy in my collection....super exited!!!

next update!!!

me fei chu is now currently in singapore trying to look for a future job....

here wishing her luck for the interview tomorow!!!add oil add oil!!!

well well...i think i would stop here for now...

night upload another post of i 'feel like' i have nothing else to do

i shall

-END-

I LOVE YOU MUCH ME AH GONG!!!

THANK YOU LOVE, FOR LTTING ME HAVE 'YEON-IN'

-xoxoxo-

being grateful

th recent non stop rain has caused mysery to a lot of people especially to those in the north
i am grateful that i decided to come bac for the study week if not i would also be stranded in uni
but, even so, ah gong is still bac in the uni...thankfully, the flood in uni has subsided and also the road to chanlun has also already been cleared.....
but sad to hear that in alor setar a lot of the places is still flooded...badly...
many of our lecturers's house was also affected by the flood,they are all both emotionally and physically tired.....
and because of the unexpected flood, our final semester's exam has to be postponed.and this result to a big 'huuhaa' in FB since many of us are not in uni to make the complains...
all the UUMer's FB post definately had something to do with stuff to do with the dissatisfactions and heartaches and all the other planned holidays,weddings,outings that has to be canceled.....
having the holidays canceled was not hard to accept but it is the fact that we had to waste our money on flight tickets and bus tickets......
on my side,so far the amount has already summed up to about 450++
argh~at first seriously i was more than furious!!!the plan to go over to ah gong's place....RUINED!!!BIG TIME!!!
next is, the first thing after i touched down/reached to KL sai zhen*my coursemate* and i already bought the return ticket to go bac to the uni and now~
the ticket cannot be exchanged/refund...RM42.80 gone!!!just like that...all i could do is just leave the ticket there and pray that they will be so kind to not take my money after they sell off my ticket....PLS PLS PLS...
i am hoping....~

still...whatever that we are going through

cannot compare with the flood victims

many has lost their house,their properties,their money and even their loved ons too

the lost that we are facing

is nothing compared to the flood victims

here

i would wish that all my lecturers that are affected by the flood to stay strong

eventhough everything wont be back to normal

but keep the faith

everything will have its way out

prays that everything goes smooth

and the flood victims will recover from everything

to me ahgong

take care of yourself and i will see u on the 16th

loves you much

but dont forget to STUDY aites~

-xoxoxo-

throw it all away~

silently inside~

my precious

you opened my eyes, in a lot of things that I couldn’t see before

everytime trouble comes towards us, you are there to comfort me

even when it comes to personality, you’ve changed me

-to a better person-

我们最近吵得比较频密

不要吵了，好吗？

我不想给你麻烦，知道吗？

但是今天真的好烦好烦，真的很希望你能在我身边安慰我。

但我也知道你也有你的烦恼

答应你不再自私，

但你也要给我多一点时间，也希望你能谅解

因为这样，你我都会辛苦

阿婆在这里跟你说一声

对不起，阿公

Do you still remember darling?

The meaning of *matchstickbaby*

-to keep US warm-

I love you always baby ah gong

-xoxoxo-

I will see you soon darling