31st of april........

try living with someone who succeds in annoying everyone with thier own action but not realizing that they are doing so....that someone should really wake up and be more :ownself: have your own personality and make up yr mind...think of others and dont ruin everything...friendships, closes friends, own studies, other ppl's study, and thier lives...because of this particular persons actions everyone is slowly drifting apart...they are drifting apart y??do you think???thay arent interested in wat u are saying why???do you think??? if you do think and you do realize why wouldn't you just stop not being you talk to others and stop doing things that offends other ppl....we are stiilllll around you aren't we...we are stil here....
being together with someone that you are really not suppose to be with all the time isn't cool....being together with that one person that can change you to become better is fine but dont go other wise...they ruin you and guiide you the wrong way....it isnt that jus because someone is doing so the other human beings on earth has to do so....be yrself...learn to be yrself no matter how u are like...dont be someone else and end up with no :yrself:......
exams are stil on...am stil routinely coming to the library everyday day and night looking at the way that the situation in the room is so 'tensed' i cant take it for any longer have to transport ourselfs out to the fridge to study...yesterday nite wat i felt when i was talking to me ah gong felt really terrible....talking about y ppl do stuff and wat ppl do.....really funny in a way but too much of it really pisses ppl off...badly...even if someone with loads of patients also will blow into pieces...hiahs....cant wait to get home and not being 'here'......
the next paper====food sanitation...studying bout food hygiene, bacteria, loads and loads of stuuf bout cleanliness..and the other thing is its a 2000 paper that simply means its a written without any multiple choices as in nothing to choose from as in write everything by youself as in OH MY GOOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont kno wat to read wat to memorize that i dont really do often or even never...well we shall really see by then....
am stil upset with ah gong.....he did not manage to study the whole afternoon he went out to meet with friends go eat go fix stuff and go chat instead...jus hope that he when it s time to study everything goes in...not long to the next papper..really wished that he knows that its the crucial time of the semester...but no doubts he also feels the pressure and need to relax from time to time...relax not only from all the reading and stuff..well partly me too i guess....(but i definately hope not)........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmsssssssssssssssss.....
welll enough of wonderings and pouring out my thoughts...here wishing che fu tan happy birthday and may everything run as smooth as melted butter....
*blekws*
i love you very very much me ah gong....may you do well in all subjects...
we will jia you jia you together k...
wiillll always be by each others side for always......
有我就暖,一世照着你.
always remeber darling...forever........
xoxo love always yr ah po.......

knots, knots, and more knots.....

its been a really long time since iuve updated..even my birthday has passed and i haven even had time to write about it...tats y im ere taday in the midst of prepareing for tomorrows exam sitting in the library and already had done this for the past 9 hours...
IN THE LIBRARY...heheh study time it is...finals are here lucky us...(jus wishing tat it wud end faster..)
neway neways neways...my 21st was a blast..i had the perfect celebration...nope...not parties after parties..that is well i shall start from the surprise that was brought together by my family..mum dad sister and brother in law....all my friends from uni tooo...kno y....me ah gong planned or "pakated" with mummy to plan this biggie surprise for me...it was really surpriseing as i missed my family very very much i burst out in tears straight away....buthen thanks to all the planning planning and more planning that they made...im really thankful to have all of them celebrate this day with me..and for my actual birthday..i actually spent it with me dearest popo...had BKT lunch with her...and after kia che and che fu had gone bac mum and dad brought me to*drum roll pls*............................THE SHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is a place where we had always celebrated our birthdays since young ka che and i.....buthen the price now is flying sky hi so expensive expensive...buthen no doubts the food there especially their lamb chop...my most ultimate fav....heheh....
ppl come and go friends do drift away....
sincererity and honesty is best....
so hold on to it and dont never let it fade away....
honesty is really important in friendships...but there are ppl that just doesnt realize what they are doing wrong...dont fool other ppls heart just to get what yoou want to feel...appreciate every single element in yr life as u will never have the chance to take twice....
enough m umbling for now then...
as always...i love you very very much me ah gong
u r my very best..i apprecite you tollarating my everything...
grateful to have you be by my side...
xoxo love you always...
take care ah gong...

DAMN THE USELESS S**T

is this wat we have to live with every damn semester..the damn "server' is down again..its getting on my nerves...dmn the skol...damn the facilities provided..whole campus with broadband provided...blah blah....sounds so nice but empty inside...here now sitting trying to fight to add courses with the others""""so called soon to be graduates....damn the skol....a simple server jammed..or a simple no line....no wireless...no such facilities..no this no that...that is wat we het for getting in ere...improving knowledge and also have to live with this kind of sh*t.....its horrible and indiscribable....

updatezzzzzzzz......

me ah gong and i on valentines day
gifts from me ah gong(flowers&me diamoney necklace) :)
this is me while waiting to go out with me bunch of friends
we call her "min bao tau" *blewks*

ah gong and i in the library

lets see...hmmmm....

its been some time since i updated me profile..wats up??wats up??ooo lots have been going on these days..especially with me moody mood mood..y??because loads of stuff.to begin with....COMM2!!!!!!!! the date for comm 2 has already came out and the verdict is..me ah gong is in phase one and i will be in phase two...aih...went to apply for switching to thesecond phase buthen mr.*o* specified that i will have to has a candidate form batch 1 changing to batch 2...aihs...><>
1.people that we will have to share rooms with during the ten days
2.new ppl that we will have to know once agian during the course
3.our dorm
4.transportation to classes
5.electric kettle to boil water for drinks, noodles etc etc...
6.pails to wash clothes
7.most of all having no close friends to talk to....:( especially me ah gong that i miss all the time
the time table for the next sem, sem 3 has came out already another round of sceduling and re-sceduling is gonna start all over again..haihzzz....
buthen.....despite all of the negetivities......hehehe me 21st is coming up..just 6 days more...
me uni bunch of frends and i we are all going for a trip to penang..one day trip that is...of couse me ah gong will be going too...wont be a trip without him...cant wait to go back to me home...to all kinds of food unlike food that is served here...to get to cook instant noodles using the gas stove...lots and lots more things to do...SHOPPING and meeting up with friends will be a definite...
well got lots to say but its time for me to start work..TIMETABLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!
lots of love from me to me ah gong...
cant wait to go home...
xoxo

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its a sunny day ere in the jungle..
we are in the ever so 'interesting' etnik class...
so interesting until i cant wait to get out of here..
tis saturday is chen mummys birthday..talked to her last nite..
chen ka che, bro in law, chen mummy,chen baba are having a maaaaakkaaannn tat chen mummy said i will miss..
of cz o..im ere in the so so beautiful grenny with monkeys jungle...
hopefully i can get bac home by the 4th as chen ka che says ahe wanna do a do for me...heheheh
me 21st....
me BIGGIE 21ST.....!!!!!!!!!!
finally got done with all the other assignments..one more left is the one and only presentation tat spells 'food preparation'..
our group tat definately includes me ah gong and i are doing the topic on fish and shellfish...
and u kno wat we learn from preparation class???we learn how to c-o-o-k!!!!!!
lets see..jus briefly...we made spagetti already...whole lot mmm...really all sort of pastas...
made alll kinds of different ways to do eggs...poached,scramble,omlette....tat day was filled with eggy day!!!!!!!^.^
after tat we learnt how to make stocks..all kinds of different stocks..brown stoks,blonde roux to thicken, and also white..all for different stocks and serves different purposes...
after tat was...hehehe..jus last week was poultry..we chopped whole chicken, de-boned quails,made boxing chicken...hehehe was very fun that day...and a whole lot of chicken we had to eat for tat day..
next week....beef and lamd..hopefully get to eat the ever so d-e-l-i-c-o-u-s LAMB....,mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
heheheh
me sleepy piggy ah gong is beside me now..both of us listening to me fav fav fav most telented singer-------mr.wang lee hom...............
tomorrow ah gong will be taking a short trip to kl with ah kee to run some errons for the archery club..they are suppose to help transport stuff for the uum open tats happening...........HERE!!!!!!!in the jungle...
well guess i'll stop here before my laptop really dies off wwithout battery..
will update soon when i get the chance to...
will miss ah gong wen he is in kl...
-i love you me ah gong-
take care of yrself while u r in kl and dun forget to bring stuff bac orr...
heheh
-xoxoxo-

sweetness of homie....

Dear blog...recently i've been experiencing some emotions..emotions that make me feel uncomfortable..i miss home..wat i miss is.......
me mum
me dad
me sis
me whole family gatherings
hot baths
air-cond rooms
me big bed
SHOPPING SHOPPING AND MORE OF SHOPPING
travelling in cars and not busses
having nothing to do
have lots of sleeping time
me RADIO
the air of shopping centres
all types of food that definately includes HOME COOKED FOOD!!!!!!!!!
sushi,western, porky dishes and so much much more
going on line without any hassel of having to change into longs
having he freedom to go to places.................
in short,i miss loads and loads of things and sometimes it really gets to me...
it is the 4th of march today just one day after me ah gong's birthday.we celebated by giving him a surprise party.let me explain how he whole thing went....
first,the four of us waled over to MISC dpp to gather with the guys..there were 13 of us all in all.
we got there just in time 1150..sumthing..hehe then i called him out while the rest of them were hiding far far away at the pondok preparing the surprise cake---THE OREOS CHEESE CAKE from the bakery shop in changloon...After i got his first surprise by me of course geting him out from his dorm we took a slow walk towards the little pondok..then when we reached there the cake was nicely placed on the table for him..lols..obviously he was shocked..hahaz..well after that things got messy..i mean with the cake..and after after that we ate and chat and took photos using mr.Rabi's camera..(have to give some credit to him for helping us take pretty and memorable photos):) when it comes out i'l definately post it on...we finally left at about 1 something and manage to get in bed by 245..hmmmm...well..all in all i was very satisfied with the results as me ah gong was surprised as planned and also happy...
Lastly...HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDA ME AH GONG!!!!!!!!!!!!
having said,this month is so crampt up with assignments and more assignments...buthen even so the assignment that we have produced came out more than satisfied..hahaha..
1.hotel operation management's hotel building assignment--the ever grand SUNSET PARADISO HOTEL located iN BEAUTIFUL DESARU...
2.SANITAION assignment by the four girls in AP4 157--may i say thet it went realy well..the four of us managed to produced 35 pages in total 10,000 over words...phew...TADA!!!!!
HEHEHE..well its really a relief....
well.gtg now..in etnik class now..will update soon...
and and and its one month closer to my biggie 21st...yeepsss!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
-love you lots me ah gong...-(me sleepy piggy ah gong)