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im sick and i hav no mood to blog....
my throat feels like it is burning.....argh.... help me poor thraot....

everyone is going home...:(

im alone here...:(
me ah gong is in malaka :(
i wanna go home too...:(
i wanna celebrate my uncles birthday with everyone too...:(
bring me back home....:(

neverending disturbance.......~~~~~

Why is it so hard to be living with these type of people…

Everything isn’t east here…

There is the one that is so competitive and follows follows follows….it never ends…

There is the one that is so blur that u tell one thing and a second passes its gone from remembered…

Last there is the one that is so “me me me” everything revolves around me only not anyone else…I like I do I don’t I hate….

What kind of personality is this and how am I shuupose to live with this type of people….

When is this going to end…

I want out now!!!!!

I really don’t feel good at all…..i kno how wen u care and treat that someone as a d=friend as they don’t appreciate it and sdo feel talk see act whatever however and as long as it’s the thing that they feel…..

Why is tis so??why hav I have to live with this type of people….

I don’t get another one….he doesn’t care much…

Doesn’t he understand??could he actually pay attention to me….

Attentive much??

had a bad but good night.

this post is about few nites ago...mmm actually 2 days ago..it was our add course night and well as expected it was horrible....at first.....THEN...thank goodness everything went smoothly with a tiny weeny bit of bumps...
add drop nite always makes my heart beat so fast and my hands and feet go cold....
me ah gong and i were out of our rooms by 12 noon and after having lunch at NELSONS we went over to look for our nesting spot.....(it really was cause we sat there until 2 am that nite)
it was a long day really...we had so much to do and in our list were having to finish 2 asignments that is EHP AND LAW...we had to finish up writing a scriptt to be presented the next day for EHP on traditional hospitality cycle...it was suppose to be 10 minutes long and we sat there writing non stop until there were two pages and after we tried it out it turned out to be only 5 minutes long..........i was freaking out but we really din hav the mood to carry on writing already as the time was apprasching 12 midnight really quickly.....
we stopped and we started to refresh our coms suddenly me ah gong"accidentally" restarted and thats it no more line.....DANG!!!! i panicked even more....hours to minutes minutes to seconds and it was 12 sharp.....we clicked on the TAMBAH word........
no surprise...many of us sitting there couldmt get in...and suddenly everyone was disconnected....the lights of the wireless router that is placed there was running like mad and after a few minutes.....we got line....and after that for half an hour we were all trying to refresh refresh......
miricle happened!!!!!!!'
me ah gong went and quietly we whispered..."im in, im in" and meanwhile i was still trying to refresh refresh...and den he whispered again....."i hav successfully added everything we want b".....
omg....really in this case :once you are in you are in:
and after that he tried and tried and he got in again and phew......
WE SUCCESSFULLY GOT EVERYTHING!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!
den the story goes on....
im greatful that we got to add the courses we want and me ah gong will be going for classes as usual......:) smilesssss.s.......hapinessss.........
oh....for sem 4 these are the subjects we will be taking......
1. Business Report Writing
2.Tourism Reseach
3.Hospitality Usahawan....(i dont even kno wats that about :p)
4.Human Resource
5.Finance paper
6.a tiring long hours of F&B Service....that is 10 to 5 kno.....
and and and im most exited to take FRENCH language...eventhough i've heard quite a number of negaive feedbacks but im still hyped about it.....
actually b4 adding these subjects i was worrying about whether to take so many subjects for us to graduate half year as in one semester short....well after all the thinking the calling and the consultaitoning....decided to add 7 subjects first and see how and then only we shall see l8r on.....
so we are praying that everything willl run well next semester......
PLS PLS PLS PLS........*looks up in the sky full with hope*.....

well its time for me to prepare our second role play for our EHP that is on non- traditional hospitality cycle....
time to work my brains.....:p
as tigger says...TTFN......tatafornow!!!!!!!
i love you me ah gong.....
tks for doing the assignment....
xin ku ni le......
and tks for giving me "ai xin"bear bear....
xoxoxo hugs and kisses from me to you darling......

long story short................:(

well i shud say that tomoro will be a long day y???simply because i'l be on my way bac to the jungle....
there is only one thing/person that im looking forward that is in the jungle....
ME AH GONG!!!! yay at least by going bac there i can finally see me ah gong...
well..tomoro bus wil be leasing at 10 and it is now 11:20 ..got to say gud nite and farewell to mr.comp haihz.......sien sien sien.....

love you always me ah gong....
see you tomoro kayz...
hav a good nite tonite and sweeet dream dear....
xoxo

p.s note to self:remember to update bout the outing with val...:) it was a BLAST!!!!
tata......<3

y y y???

damn MSN is not working....hate waiting and waiting.....still freaking stuck there cznt do anything but jus to shut it....
damn ppl....
y do i get frustrated so easily sometimes or some ppl might say most of the time...me myself i dont kno too....dont everyone hav feeling that cannot be discribed??of cz there is rite....
well jus let my attn. fade away from watever frustrations....
today as i was watching MTV's "sweet 16" it was a special edition and this was"super sweet 16" whoa i tell u the ppl who gets featured are freaking rich kids or rather daddys and mommys that are REALLY RICH....they get cars as their 16th birthday presents...its like....!!!!!!!!!!**%&&^$##
IWANTONETOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!buthen well ppl hav their own lives....believe in karma???do good do good.....yup thats the way......

weel seriously dont hav the mood to be facing the computer screen now....
so so so.....:( well a picture says a thousand words in this case an emition tell a thousand things.........
gud nite den....

______haveeeee......toooooo......bloggggg______

facts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ever since i came bac form the jungle for the raya break i have actually "learnt" "discovered" mmmmm "found" some facts that are interesting....about me of course....but b4 i begin this is what i found what is the meaning of the word fact....

1. Knowledge or information based on real occurrences: an account based on fact; a blur of fact and fancy.
2. 1. Something demonstrated to exist or known to have existed: Genetic engineering is now a fact. That Chaucer was a real person is an undisputed fact.
   2. A real occurrence; an event: had to prove the facts of the case.
   3. Something believed to be true or real: a document laced with mistaken facts.
3. A thing that has been done, especially a crime: an accessory before the fact.
4. Law. The aspect of a case at law comprising events determined by evidence: The jury made a finding of fact.

well clearly it is easily understanderble from this explanation and the facts that i discovered is based on what i have experienced since i step foot bac into where i grew up......ehem ehem.......*straightens tie* and i shall start with.......

fact #1:food makes me HAPPY!!!!really happy.......
fact #2:home cook food makes me even more HAPPIER!!!!!!and i mean really really happier....
fact #3:going out SHOPPING is a type of stress relief for me!!!!!!
fact #4:having the ability to spend miney getting things i like feels GREAT!!!*ehem*(wait till i get sum)
fact #5:spending my holidays without me ah gong gets HARDER &HARDER as he is not here to eaperience everything with me..........:(
fact #6:having best friends and good friends worries you and also makes you happier.......
fact #7:having problems with your other half is something that can cause heartaches and sleepless nights
fact #8:the best advise you give may not be the best advise for the person you are advising....stay close and stand by the person whenever she falls down.....
fact #9:i really need to start to earn money cause i am already broken beyond broke...*excuse my languge*
fact #10:home will always be home and is the best place to be no matter what.....
NOW THOSE ARE TRUE FACTS!!!!!!! =)

got to go now then...its time for me to enjoy my shows...ngek ngek.....
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou me ah gong....
take good care of yrself ya wen ur there....
love you the most.....
missin you loads tooooo.....:)
xoxoxo hugs and kisses from me