as i was packing~

feeling kinda moody now

eventhough tomorow i will be on my way bac home

and today....the day that we all have been waiting for to come to an end

we are happy peeps as we already finish presentations and one final exam*discard the assignments not done!!!!*

buthen tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

i will be well on my way bac to mummy and dad

buthen me ah gong will have to spend his time in this jungle still

i feel bad

i feel guilty

for not having the time to accompany him

din even think of leaving one more day off b4 leaving to go bac to accompany baby to get his stuff bough....@@

argh....

I feel bad bABy....

buthen i think i know that you will make yourself comfortable wherever you are

darling

u are the person that i will need to worry least....

not studying wise though><

going back this trip, i even have to carry a recycle bag for me to put all my books!!!

dang it dang it dang it!!!

has studying have to be this HARD???!!!

just now as me roomie and i were packing to go bac

we were talking about satisfying human needs

STILL

HUMANS CANT BE SATISFIED!!!

its just that simple....

when you want something and you have already gotten it

you will tend to think that other ppl that has it looks better on them or

theirs are much nicer and more expensive

@@

faints really

me myself i also tend to think A LOT

but still as long as it doesnt effect much its fine=)

this is us taken yesterday on the 26th

cutie darling was acting cheeky

love you to bits me ah gong

take care of yourself well aites

remember to study too

dont oni play play and ARCHERY kays

-xoxoxo--lots and lots of <3>

u dont kno~

i have already tried my best

and im still trying

that is all i can tell you

everything i do seems wrong

from wat i wear till where i go irll wat i say

u are still not satisfied?

what am i to do??

please do know that i am who i am and it takes time for me to change

at least till your acceptable standard...

what am i to do what am i to do...

on and on

i still feel that im not that up to standard

i am not the kind of person that has flaws that u cant accept

T.T

i just hope u wud understand that all

its 12 in the middle of the night

the weather today was almost like how i felt for the first half of the day

-moody-

got into a little unwanted misunderstanding with me ah gong

then

still i have to face that someone!!!

but now we are busy giving ourself assignments and presentation

no time to think at all

and

me ah gong and i are good...^^

thank you

thank you

and thank you....

ILY MUCH BABY KL

-XOXOX0-

stop being a bitch...bithch

you have to make me go through this each and every YEAR

i feel like im your pray or something

peeking and peepping

i Hate WHAT YOU DO!!!

i th0ught things were changing

been trying very hard to adapt but nope i guess it requires more than that!!!

WTF seriously..non stop behaving like

is not yr life that gets ruined...u ruin other ppl's life

every night the same things happen

i dont want my life to oly revolve around u and yr SHITTY behaviour

i have my loved ones my own problem to think

so STOP shitting shit!!!

and i bet MINDING YOUR OWN BIZ is not anywhere in your vocab

or simply u and yr ppls dont apply to that

but please have some respect

doesnt mean that u are the greatest or u WILL be the greatest

trying to spoil everyone's life

u talk about other ppl

but what about u yrslf!!!

BITCH!!!

i really pray and hope i will be able to control my anger, not influenced by U

cause its not worth it

the feeling of having a heartache i will nvr get numb

it just feels like a rock that is pressing against your heart

and

crying out wont help...cause it doesnt solve ANYTHING

UNLESS U DISSAPEAR!!!

f***!!!

put the problems aside baby

i love you very much

-xoxoxo-

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bonjour from kedah！！！

welcome to matchstickbaby's blog^^

latest pic update!!!

helo from The Regency,Kedah=)

our family picha,luv me gurls

love me ah gong too^^

tks to wantheng dear for this pic

<3>

our SS moments..tks for being silly with me,me ah gong XD

enjoyed myself much that day with the accompaniment of all of u

may our friendship last forever

as true friends are hard to find

i will cherish every single detail

-xoxoxo-