Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Tomorrow Never Comes

Life is something that you can never get a Second Chance with
when the time comes no matter what you have done-good or bad- when it is times up it is times up already
28th of febuary will be a day that will not be forgotten as two of our close friends and coursemates passed away in a tragic accident adn one is still in the hospital with injuries.
Our Prayers are with them
May our friends rest in peace and may Candy girl stay strong and get well asa soon as possible.

-Many say that live life while you can while others might choose to stay and live at a safe pace-
To some~living life is all about taking the most adventurest journey in thier lifes.
Going through all sorts of challenges and making the best out of every little thing possible.
After the tragic accident, i really feel that LIFE is a one thing that so precious that nothing else can beat it.
what about sickness and relationship failure~it doesn't matter
what about lost of money and also a little fever and flu~it is nothing
Compared to Death~
I myself have learnt that no matter what problems we face...There Will Be A Way Out
I might be the one that gets mad or frustrated when something doesn't go my way but after these few days i should be lucky enough to still be here to experience and go through all the ups and downs with my love ones and especially with my Family~

It is so hard for me whenever i think of dearest Ah Sien and Xiao Pei~
They were such happy individuals~carefree and happy-go-lucky where no worries are shown on their faces.
They brought laughter whenever i am around them.
And i Thank both of them for that~
For the past few days~a lot of thinking, opening up to friends was done and Both of You have made me realize and appreciate everything even more
Especially Friendship~
Thank You

Classes and SDG'S will be so different, but memories will never be erased.
May both of you Rest In Peace
We believe that both of you are in a better place with no worries.
Thank You for being our friend and we are really glad and proud to have had you as our friend.
WE WILL MISS YOU
R.I.P

Monday, February 14, 2011

its D-day!!!Valentine Day!!!XD

my dearest ah gong~
happy valentines day to you,to the both of us!!!^^
this is already our third valentines together and still we know that there will be lots more to come eh....XD (well of course we hope for the best rite???)
can't wait for 2 o'clock to come!!!
shall not say more ya...cause all the thank you's can't be done in only one post...>.<

i love you and i will love you always~
lots and lots of hugs and kisses from me from Muamalat to you at MISC....
<3

Thursday, February 10, 2011

rabbit new year 2011

already the new year has begun,our coursemate trip to Hatyai has passed and chinese new year came~this yea the cny is a lil different as i am still not tuned in yet that sis has to go over to BM to celebrate chinese new years...as for the past 22 years...we have celebrated every chinese new year together...especially the day where we go bac to our hometown-Kajang. This year was as usual-ly borong and seriously i didn't kno what to do den to just play with me phone~that was until one of my younger cousin came over and we chat-ted...that talk kinda saved me from being or getting more frus...
i have yet to put up pictures as i dont have a clue of where the thingy is for me to transfer all my photos so~i shall do it oni wen i am bac in uni...
having holidays without me ah gong is starting to get to me~since the start we have never spent our holiday days together at allllll...and i have kept telling myself that already we see each other in skool and that is already more than i cud get so i had to get used to it but just these few days we quarreled quite often *nothing serious though* just me being me >.<
i just go 'burrzurk' a.k.a crazy sometimes...forgive moi...=(
i really wish that i cud spend my holidays together with him...really really really~
i wished that whatever that i see while im shopping that makes me think of him or stuff that he will like-he can see it with me...argh~with all the stupid rules in campus...we can totally be strangers towards each other only...the worst part~even groups in assignments-we are spilt-ed up by our lecturers...isn't that just great???@.@
well,enough of complains...this saturday on the 12th we will be well on our way to uni already~hitting the 'jet' and expected to arrive about 4 i guess~den the happy thing is on the 13th will be our monthly anniversary adn then on the 14th will be Valentines Day~a day when all girls dream of how the day would be~if there were any surprises waiting for them???what will their partners do on that special day~
great great day it will be^^
but im kinda keeping my hopes down...nothing too fancy...its just gonna be 'just another day for us'...wellllll.....whatever it is as long as we have each other rite~that matters the most most most...
to end this post i shall put a few of the oic that we took while we were at Hatyai~
pretty pics i must say....^^
so thats all for now and i shall upload more when im in the mood or free or when the line allows me to or many many more reasons larrrrhhh.....XD
nitey nitey for now then...
i love you
u know it
and
happy chinese new year once again
and happy birthday to all today too
greetings from us from the top of Hatyai^^
the guys that was in the trip...XD
few of us gurl on the second day~touring the tourist attractions^^
my girls:wantheng yihuey meizhen
<3
my favourite picture of January^^
*can i even say that*
XD

well then hugs and kisses for me ah gong
xoxoxo
nite nites...



Wednesday, January 12, 2011

its the new year~

me-after going through the worst diarrhea *how do you actually spell that word again???*
picture taken with a nikon i dont kno what>.<
felt super tired and like all the strength in my body were sucked out in one day...
vomitting and alll...urghhh....

till then next post it shall be
<3>

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

too much to take

- heart broken-
as tears roll down my cheek
you dont know how much you influence me
i have always been trying to support you
in whatever you do
even until this minute
but it all adds up
and piles up
heart aches over and over again
I HATE IT
because of that one reason
we fight, we argue,
over and over again
will this work???
or am i being too pushy
is ti wrong for me to ask from you
to place me in front at times
dates have been canceled
things to be done wasn't done
i was left ALONE at times
because of that one thing
dont you think it is unfair???

and today after this phone call
it left me tearing
tears rolling down
cannot help it but feeling so left out
decisions made has to be canceled
in the end
ON THE 26TH
~I'M ALL ALONE~

Monday, November 29, 2010

let talk about {>.<}

helo everyone,
my name is {>.<}
i am so good in annoying ppl that i dont even realize it that im doing it every single minute of the day
i stink and i have bad breath
i do not care for other people's feelings
as i am not sensitive enough what so ever
i do what i like and their business is just not my business
as long as i get to things my way
i like to annoy people by:
making hell lot of noises anytime of the day
no matter ppl are sleeping or studying
i just like to make loud noises
like pulling the chair so hard or putting my pen down so hard
wen it hits the table it make a 'knock' sound so loud
next
i am so very competitive i like to bud my nose into every single thing
when other ppl is studying and minding their own business
i like to just scroll my eyes over to see what they are doing
or what they are looking at
i like to make them feel so pressured
i just love it without knowing it
oh...and the other thing
i dominate most of the things
that is not mine~
that is also barging into other people's personal space
just crossing their line
cause i think that i deserve it and i can do whatever i like to do you see
hmmm....i also do not notice and not aware of my actions
i am very pushy
i copy what everyone else does
cause i like the way they act
the things they eat
the way they speak
the way they make themselves interesting and attractive
i think that it will work for me too
that is why i dont have a personality of my own
cause i FOLLOW~
and i like following
i like to complain about others you see
cause they dont understand me at all
and i feel that they are all......
putting on a mask on their faces
THEY ARE JUST SO FAKE
UNLIKE ME
I AM PURE
AS A BUTTERFLY SEE
BEAUTIFUL SMART ATTRACTIVE
AND I ATTRACT A LOT OF BEES TOO WITH THE WAY I ACT
i wll definately not change who i am
damn those ppl that do not behave like they should
i like myself for the way i am and i like ruining ppl's life
I LIKE ME!!!
i do not do anything wrong
i am just a little bitch
so WTH
thats it then
signing off
-the smelly stinking bitch-
{>.<}