keep~~~~~~~~~~swimming swimming swimming....

today i spent the whole afternoon in the blazing
hot hot sun...and now...i'm tanned as ever....

and this time this tan...phew....it is tan enoughhaven been so tanned...i'm burnt!!!

today was a day of having fun while baby sitting....
my daring cousins aidan and caitlin....twins....
besides that there were two other cousins too alie and nick....
we had fun and more fun througout the whole day....
those two youger ones...they were so so cute...
the way they react when there's water spalshed on their faces...
it was so cute...
hehe....
welll how i wish i could overcome the fear of water;
i would be able to swim....
but unfortunately as i always tell ppl...
i dont swim, i sink....
:(
sadness....
i hope i dont end up peeling after tomoro....
me dont likey the pain....
welll...i shall write til ere...
will blog bout something else tomoro...
:)
but for now....its........
PICTURE TIME...:)

alie's and me legs...had to rendam our whole body in water....darling cousins aidan and caitlinmei mei having biscuit...hehe...half way through swimming she got hungry...her signiture pose....'say cheese'..."CHEESEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
all the way until u finish taking pics....
really cheeky...

love you me ah gong...
dont thingk that i forgot you orr....
hehe...
take care of yrself k....
xoxoxo

i dont mean to...

when im far away from home i wish that i was home buy now;
when im bac at home i wished that i was back in campus around all my friends.
when im bac at home it feels really different than being in campus;
being bac home there are a lot more stuff to do but that is jus seems so;
all i get to do everyday is sit at home and do nothing but be online/watch some tv/ FB-ing;
i always wonder how to sustain friendships;
as im the type of girl that dislikes being all alone.
looking a friend's everyday updates make me feel more invisible.
that i will not deny;
sometime i even wonder am i thinking too much?
do other ppl feel the same way as i do?
more and more questions pop up in my head
i tend to feel alone whenever im back at home;
that makes me want to go bac to campus even more.
everyone's personality is built up from young;
from expereience;
from parents' teachings;
from education;
from ppl they mix with;
i dont know.
i get so confused then emotional sometime thinking of these questions;
different people live different kinds of lifestyle,
ppl say that some of them seem to look happy but they arent on the inside;
is it true?
but some ppl that is happy is really happy but they tend to look for problems not knowing how lucky they ar...
is it true to day so?
how are we suppose to sort out our lifes to make it the fullest?
to be happy?
to be rich?
or to be so buzy that someone dont even hav time to breathe?
when does a person feel lonely?
for me;
when i really have nothing to do and spend the whole day doing the same thing over and over again.



love you me ah gong.
-xoxoxo-

its been a luuuooooooooong time

wow..it has really been a long time since i updated this blog of mine....
first came assignments then finals and more finals uuntil the 10th of novenber...
this semester that is the third semester has been quite a short semester for me....
time passed by like it really flew pass...
just the other day as i was doing assign. i was thinking when when mummy dropped me off starting of the semester, i cried and complained bout the 5 story high hostel that i will have to climb up and down every single day and i felt so uncomfortable and then i realize that it has already been a sem and it really just feels like it was yesterday....
throughout this semester many things happened....
bout me and me ah gong
as the semester has passed we celebrated our 1st year anniversary together and then mid autumn festival then wen to class together, skipped class together, ate together, studyed like mad together, for the finals....
no doubt we had our ups and downs...arguments and get bac moments...
well wat is a relationship without any arguments, disagrements, misunderstandings as these little things make our relationship grow and grow stronger...
okay that was updates bout me ah gong and i...
next......
finals....hmmm.....this time the finals were a bit tough for me especially law...
this subject is really confusing i tell u....
wonder how the result will turn out....
but both ah gong and i tried our best in answering...
*crosses fingers and hopes for the best*
then as for the pressure and stress...
lets just say that it isnt easy living with people you dont kno and it really takes time for someone to kno onother person well....
dont be fooled by first impression
only one of them already makes my life go upside down........
she;is very competetive
she;is like a tiger breathing behind my bac everytime i study
she;is noisy sometimes i get so frustrated i c**se cu**e *urs*
she;is so freakin 'xin fu' i dont think she even realizes what she has
she;has a connection woth a person that she shoulnt hav connection with...
she;listens to all the wrong opinion form the wrong 'person'
she;;im not sure i will ever see her differently
she;is someone that i will live with for the nest a year and half........
*sighs*
OKAY enough of 'she'
bac to the highlights of sem 3.....
actually nothing much....
*note to self*update on HK trip and ME new TOY!!!
teeheee^.^
welll.....a person really nedds to mature as they grow and not only stuck at their comfortable spot...
as for me...i kno that i am a person that has really really lots of needs and to hav those needs i will hav to earn money....and i tend to make possible excuses and also kinda scared to try new stuff
*kinda late huh*????
but i kno....i kno....
really plan to make it to one of the interviews that i kno...
if that goes that goes....i will be happy...its just that taking the first step is more difficult for me....
hmmm....
now...now im bac at home...done my nails and am very satisfied as for the first time mummy didnt scringe then look at me then ask me "whats this??????'lols....thats mum
then i have the privillage to have good food everyday....
yummmm....
as where i study....
really the food there...its edible but dont even think of having Mcidees as an last option.....
ITS FREAKIN 2 HOURS BUS RIDE AND DONT KNO HOW LONG A WALK
just to get Mckidees....
imagine.....
but i will hav to admit that despite ALLL d downs....the scenery ther is fabulous...
everything there is green, soothing, peaceful.....
all nature nature....
great for studying i tell u....
cause there is nothing else to do!!!!!!!
okies.....on to the next topic.....
-am facebooking a lot now...
-wishes to change me phone...
-wants to get a part time job...
needs to pack up for tomorrow......yipeee.....


will update soon.....definately.....
love me ah gong really really much....
xoxoxoxo
take care me ah gong....
miss u loads....