do keep in mind....

it only takes one person to spoil everything...in my case...people around...mostly they stink....they stink in a way that they dont have ffelings they are self centered and they are blimmingly selfish....how can someone be that way i cannot figure.....

i cannot think of why people can treat someone else that way.....see you,like you,talk to you;see you, hate you, ignore you.....

i have like tons and millions of knots in my tummy but nothing can help sure....the things and problems are like pilling up higher and higher and higher.....

what is in my surroundings i cannot stand...i cannot get use to...

i try very hard but still its the same....

i cannot complian as i cannot afford to....

where else can i go what else can i do....

i hate...i hate...i hate...

i have to tell myself to ignore....

al wyas have to...other ppl doesnt matter to you.....things they do wont affect you....they are who they are and how they behave are what they are....you cant change things...but only to accept.....

so be it...

stop being selfish and think of other ppl's sake.....

for you me ah gong....

i love you as much as always....please be ther for me....

-xoxoxo-