they take pretty pictures, go to the in-nest party, meet the famous celebs, what ever that cost money they are in!!!
okay...im going to rant a little here so let me be...
i am here already for 2 years but still i have to admit i am still no use to being here
the more i read what is going on in the outside world,what happens in my friend's life
i kinda get agitated much...
sometimes i think to myself IF i had the amount of money i would be able to do what ever, seriously whatever my heart wants to do!!!
when i think of getting something new all do is THINK
think of what are the consequences to it
wanna kno an example???
this i have been thinking for like a year~
camera-laptop-externals
it spells money money and more money, call me a miser *eventhough* i am one sometimes...>.<
but i cant afford to spend 30 bucks on a shirt that i can only wear for like 4 times in a year since that i am stuck in this jungle wit loads of rules that i had never heard of and think that it is unnecessary...let me ask you...since when dorm rules includes wearing decent clothes???@@
already during we have to obey uni rules that is to wear formal all the time unless it is after 5 we are allowed to wear track suits>.<>BORING!!!
argh!!!
but despite all i am trying really hard to just enjoy the whole process
be myself,understand others,do my best looking 'dumb' THAT I HATE MOST!!!
out of a hundred days there are like 75 days i envy other ppl's life~
me ah gong tells me: just be yourself,need not to compare with other people,don't make yourself miserable by comparing yr life with others...you are you and you are not the other people,everything can be worked out
so...i shall start telling myself to look forward to my goals...graduate find a job have a family(with you dearest)
thats all from me for now
-lots of move from me-
-to you me ah gong-
-and to my family that i miss loads and loads-
-xoxoxo-
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