'Ran' Away

i feel like running away to the far away land where normally stories and fairytales take place. The far away land where only happy endings happen. I want to be Cinderella that finally gets to be with her prince that adores her and provides for her willingly and lovingly. I would like to dance and sing with all the pets, furniture, and every other little mice that runs in the house. I would like to be more 'me'...

I really would want to follow my heart but my brains are telling me other wise. The angel and the devil both has came out together. One encouraging me while the other, doing other wise. Reasons for me to smile is getting less i feel, but whatever we had been through i still believe is there for us to hold on to.

I want to know but i just cannot figure out, was it me or was it you? Or is it 'a bad time' for us?

My brains are in knots when it happens, did i not do enough?

*allimthinkingisnowistopackmybagstakeacabandheadouttoaroomwherethereisnoonebutonlyme*

I'm in no mood now to carry on...Hoping for a 'U' turn to appear on the way...

-PFM-