money $$$ 'no' enough...like forever...

ever feel like there just not eough money to be spent on things that are jus so "oh i want that so badly" "that is so cute and its on offer!!!" "its already so out dated but i still want it but stil haven saved up enough yet" "feel like fleeeeing away from current positon to go holiday with th special one"......its tough though wenever things that u wish and want to happen cannot be fulfilled jus because $ matter is on the way....
ways to have money:ez-est is to find a job buthen jobs take a long time to pay u
then, :work partime rite its ez to work and wont waste time
guess having the daily or part time job is the faster way to earn money buthen i turned one down im too lazy to move me butt out from the house...that is y i realize just the other day that if u save after u work and wen u stopped working u can take those $$ out to use...i suddenly felt very good to hav bought myself my own luggage bag to travel evethough it was on sale but wth I BOUGHT IT...FOR MYSELF!!!!...that the good news :) THATS Y SAVING IS A GOOD HABIT EVERYONE!!!SAVE!!!
okay enough of $$ problems...im worried cause like for two more weeks or so i will have to transport myself bac to the jungle again to take this subject called COMMUNICATION II starting form 16th of june till the 15th of june...this time i'll be alone there without the company from me ah gong cause he had the privillage to take the course that is commenced from 12th of may until the 21st since he is from west m'sia...where those form the normal side of m'sia gets to go batch two!!!yay!!! :( so dont feel like going bac ther alone...i'l be so so so ARGH!!!!!
since i came bac for me hols i've been able to go online wenever i like unlike being there in the jungle area therefore i now get the chance to 8 8 and read read a bit bout my frens updates on their blogs..and whoa all so so happening wei some go outstation la some working lar some even graduated dy wei...aihs...me still not even done with studies yet ler...buthen hav to tel myself hehe its a fun course and i will definately get something of this no matter wat...work hard and strive gurl!!! :) 'gila dy' and oh..i even get to webbie with me ah gong for 5-6 hours perday while we are both sitting at home...well "cannot meet face to face better then cannot even se on web cam and talk lor" so im glad im glad..heheh....(in fact we are on webbie now :p)
moving on to my going to my photoshoot progress now after mummy and i discuss and bought outfits for my shoot we think think think and a lot more of veriaties popped out and we now hav bout 6 or 7 outfits to choose from...and lucky the luggage bag that i bought will fit those many pieces clothing and those pairs of shoes....ooooo talking bout shoes..this is my new lurvesss....
this is one of the two new lurvesss flats for onlyrm19 cheap yet sweet and lovely nice aint it...and for the second lurvrrrrrreeeeee.....this here is the secong lurve..this black color heels...so so comfy and for only.....you will never guess the price....rm20 ONLY!!! freakin rm 20 wei...so so wayyyyyyyyyyyy so cheap lar..hehe...
well i guess i shall stop ere first then...
take care me ah gong
love you lots and missing you also...
-xoxo-

preparing for me photoshoot...woooohooooott

today went over to the shopping mall opposite me hs to continue me shopping list for my photoshoot.im so exited as it is already nearting...heheh
i will get to go over to singapore and also do the photoshhoot inn jb..yay!!!!for me 21st will hav good good memories on this trip and this experience will definately be memorable and also part of my 21st bday continuation...lols...tomoro will bring mummy to finalize the whole list....
till den...
i love you lots me ah gong...
wanna pay attention to talking to u now..hehe..
xoxo
take care kayz...

frustrationesssss-nya

today..there were a lots of ups and downs and unnecessary scares that happened...(the smallest things do scare me)....
alritey i shall start from this mornings's activity last nite i told mummy that i will teman her to run her errans(i think i got the spelling wrong) so i had to wake up at 6 this morning to go out with her and dad...and i woke up den got ready yada yada yada....we went out at bout 7..and den not far away from home suddenly the house number appeared on my dad's hp...where no one was at home..so that left oni one thing...the house alarm went off!!!!omg omg my hands started to shake and shiver like h*** i was so scared readt to dial my neighbours number to ask them wat is going on dy...den after mummy armed the alrm bac again it was fine.....until.........we got to our first destination and in the midst of preparing the stuff and through all the hactic things...the phone rings again...from the house....AGAIN!!!! ooooo meeee gggggooooodnessssss.....i freaked once again then while i was arming the alarm again i called my neighbour using my own and daddy was calling from the other side...arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!it was the toughest time...scared on one hand dont kno wat to do on the other hand then worried also on hmmmmm until the legs....phmmmmm so daddy went bac to check it out and left us there at where we were....so as he went bac to settle the alarm problem we stayed there to finish doing our things and we were in a gorvn dept...as usual there is oni one word that can be used there...that is to wait......there is where many citizens learn that PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE!!!!!!!!!!!!true but doesnt apply here tough....newayssss we WAITed from 730 to 8am to get into the building and then after we got our numbers we sat down to WAIT and an hour went pass and nothing was going on so now is 9 oclock....
officer::Salam sejahtera kepada semua pemohon pemohon....kita menasihati semua un tuk bersabar sebab sistem computer kami tergendala...yada yada yada and the story goes on and on...
but we still sat down like every other ppl in the office and we WAITed somore...den they repeat the msg like two more times and that was already annoying enough..and a few minute later...the "BIGGER" officer goes to the mike and says....
officer::harap maaf tuan tuan dan puan puan masalah sistem yang tergendala tidak dapat diatasi...kami hendak menasihati tuan tuan dan puan puan untuk mebuat *** anda di komleks *** di pejabat yang berdakatan....harap bersabar dan salam sejahtera....
like my goodness...we woke up at 6 lar..to go there to get things done and after umtin of hours they tell us that its not working...
we spend like 4 hours doing nothing there and we still had a whole long list of stuff to do....
dang it dang it dang it....WAIT WAIT WAIT....aihs...wasting of time oni....
den the BEST part was mummy decided to go to the othe brunch and guess wat..they tell us that they are closing at 1 and they are stopping to collect forms at 11am....wth????????hiahz....dissapointingness....like really....
so l8r on hmmm shopping came into the picture..mumm and i went to do a little bit of shopping...yay.....finally something that is not so worrying and frustrating(unless if u catch something that u want and you cant afford that is also a form of dissapointment and frustration i tell you....lols....)so i got somethings from a palce called little.black.book. the stuff ther are okay..and reasonable too...so i shall post pics ya...

nothing much...

me ah gong is at the airport now...im going to bed soon...cant wait to see me ah gong on the webbie wen he gets bac..heheh..nites ah gong..i love you...

normal day out in popo's house

today was jus another normal day that i spent in me popo's house as the 'zhong zhit' is nearing it is a festival where we can enjoy the yummy-ness of dumplings or otherwise called 'zhong zi'.. therefore we had a mission for the day that is to make"chinese dumplings" but dang it i jus oni realizied i forgot to take pictures of it...wait i'll take out the ones from the frizer to post it up...its all yummmmsss....popo made the first batch of savoury dumplings first b4 we actually arrived and i got to help make the dumplings that are spicy...mmm..all yummms tooo..let me tell you what is placed in the dumplings..glutinous rice (fried with spices and dark soy sauce first)then hmm...suddenly notice i dont know what are the english names of the ingredients so i shall write it in canto den...lols...hmmm we shall start with lut chi,wong dau,fat and skinny meat at the same time the em fa yuk(porky) marinated so so well and turns out to be oh so juicy (shiverrsss),and one thing that cannot cannot be missed...dong gu...as in mushrooms...love love love mushrooms...(ah gong excuse my language pls but....)it is so damn good...damn damn good...hehehe....and that is it..the ingredients need to make a absolute yummmsss zhong...tks to me popo i cud help her make it..with also the "tai chu gun" hehe...my personal favourite knida homemade dumpling is jus rice,mushrooms and the em fa yuk...oooooo jus writing bout it makes me drooollllll.....
oki oki hav to focus bac on the post...then the one i got to make is the spicy type of dumpling that i rarely consume...at first today i forgot y buthen after i tasted one i remembered...but first i shall tell what is in the spicy zhong...it has only 2 yes TWO main ingredients that is the rice and wong tau oni...syok rite buthen there is the catch to it the wong tau is fried with different ingredients too to make it spicy..and the rice is mixed with sugar if not as popo says the rice wil be bitter...well as predicted those i made wernt perfect and aldo not even close to perfect..it looked more like a pillw-jumn tau as me popo calls it...hehe..buthen when i tasted it i remember the reason y..cause im not use to eating spicy and sweet at the same time kinda zhong..buthen today after the zhongs came out....i tell you....ffffwwwwwaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!jus basacilly spells D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S all over the kitchen and i seemed to enjoy the lat zhong...
well besides getting to help making the dumplings...i got to see and play with my two youngest cousins-kor kor and mei mei...they are jus adorable eventhough kor kor is much more rough and not as smily but he is still a baby and i adore babies...(not until they start to grow grow and grow-sometimes i really wonder how wud i handle and bring up my kids and wud my kids end up to be like so and so...oOMG wait wait no more dreaming and wondering bac to the post HERE....)K...oh ya spent the whole day from the time where the "TAI CHU GUN" picked me up from house there onwards and i was practically running two direction or thress the whole day...first the kitchen then second the living hall den third the porch where kor kkor and mei mei spend most of the time running ere and there...got a few shots of them running tooo and ooo i found out something that kor kor is very against today..that is he disslikes "chees" not the eating kinda cheese of cz its simply so yummy it goes with almost everything and so so rich and stringy especially in pizzas....uh oh de toured again bac to this...kor kor's definition of chees simply means taking photos..u kno when most ppl tkae picture they go "okay everybody...SAY CHEESE" wen i was taking pictures of them running around the porch..kor kor spotted me and ran to me and told me to my face...."I SAY NO CHEES...I DONT WANT CHEESE". okay...i was shocked then so i said ok ok i keep kay??them he ran off after that incident whenever i wanted to capture "THE MOMENT" i snucked my camera out discreetly take pic tures of them both..heheh...then soon when i wanted to take a pic of the cute tiny little colorful clips that i got mei mei i managed to take just one shot and a hand reached in and took all ten clips away..it wwas kor kor..he was mumbling mumbling "kenot..tis mei mei's one".....PHEW....think of it how am i suppose to raise my kids man....(me ah gong..u better start thinking...lols...*kidd*)
well i've been typing for bout 30 minute now -i know...SLOW huh...buthen stil im very satisfied with my post today as i managed to write down all the things i wanted to say...see jus about time..me ah gong calling dy...load pics first lo den....:p
i love you loads and loads me ah gong...
its time to sleep dy lu...
xoxo...take care kays...
will see you on webbie
safe journey bac darling....

activities durin the hols....hmmm..not really tat active until today...heheh

finally today my holidays was a weee bit more productive....i got to do my workout with the help of my handy exercise dvd by DENISE and i got the feelign of when i was still in the gym dancing with me o9ther gym partners dancing and screaming our guts out...and also aweating it out...phew...most important part is losing the pounds lar of cz...hehehe...really miss the times where fei chu and i were goofing around in Fitness First and dancing and knowing and giving names for ppl we see that attracs us...names such as LOLLIPOP,JHONNY BRAVO,hmmm as i remember this is the two more famous one..lols...neways neways....it felt great after the work out all sweaty and stuff missed that kinda feeling so much cause after working out i will think to myself job well done...hahaz...burnt a lot of calories dy and tomorro i shall do the same routine again...for another hour...ooooo ya besides the help of my handy dvd i also got meself or rather mummy got me dumb bells to use..wah...syoik orr...heheh 3.5 kgs one side...
oh....the reason y im starting bac my working out routine and being so sudden on dietting is because my personal album's photo shoot is confirmed on the 6th of june...so exited and like so looking forward to the shoot..lemme explain how is the whole package...the package includes a 25 pages photo album that is fully filled with my mine mua and mummy's photos...get to change 4 outfits durings the shoot and one gown that can be chosen from the bridal shop itself*means i can wear those heavy gown to take dreamy photos.....*woooooooooohoooooooooo!!!!!!!!*opps...bac to the package....i will hav postcard liked with my photos printed that can be gave to friends and families....the shoot will start approx from 12 to 5 oclock...hmmmm i hav to keep my exitement in...cool cool coool....but neways...............I'M SUPER DUPER HYPED ABOUT MY FIRST PERSONAL PHOTOSHOOT!!!!!!!!!!!
well will stop writing here den will update tomoyow...
i love you lots me ah gong....
all the best for yr comm's exam ya....
ohhh here wishing evil kim a happy 21st birthday....
xoxoxo to me love of my life...
-take care-

dearest ah gong...hehe todays post all bout fei chu oni but as always i love loads and loads ya...

do take care k still got few more days and you are on the plane getting back home dy...

xoxoxo i love you me ah gong