~if you could just understand~

yesterday wasn't a very good mood day~

after work i got into the car and then i started complaining about hoe rude how disrespectful and how inconsiderate the customers and also the company can be~

i was complaining and complaining and when we were about to reach home she said to me something that hurts me until this very second and i really have no idea how to forget the exact sentence as it repeats itself over and over again in my brains...

*sigh*

i just wished that you did not mean it

i just wishes that you will support me in whatever

i just wished that you listen more ask more

i just wish that your words wont seem as harsh anymore

i just wished that we did not have that conversation

i just wish that you are able to feel how i feel

i just wished that i can talk to you about anything

i just wished you could understand more and trust me

all these thoughts in my mind...i cannot write it down because words simply cant do justice to how i am feeling inside...i sacrifice lots as well

i do my best as well to keep you happy

i try very hard not to compare with others my age or my friends

i do whatever that pleases you the most

it really hurt when those words came out and i do not know how to express myself anymore~

i'd really wished that didn;t happen and you do not think that way~

i only wanted you to give me a little support from all the work, all the standing for hours...

lastly ----- is the main purpose for me to work...

and i need them

you say that i do not do my part and think on your side how tough life is

TRUST me...i know and i kinda very much get it already

2500 for half a year???who will survive???

~I'D JUST WISHED YOU UNDERSTAND~

to my baby ah gong,

thank you for making me laugh again

thank you for making me not think too much

my attitude towards stuff has really changed and i really appreciate every single thing

-ILY-

as always...lot of love from me to you~

-x0x0-

quick update~^^

1. its that time of the SEMESTER again, its add drop week for us sem 6 going sem 7 students.>< by looking at it, we will be by far the oldest bunch to be in this uni~eacluding the master students, the PHD students and also the lecturers lah of course.
2. many activities has passed, presentations, mid semester exams. that is why my blog felt kinda empty for the pass month`sorry bloggie^^
3. today after add/drop time.wishes that everything goes smoothly~.i will be well on my way home!!!weeeee!!!and i have never gone home middle of the semester without any Official holiday week...so still can consider good student eh???XD
4. ka che has shifted back in to our house~yay!!!no more staying in sg, but ever since my mum has been nagging me about how much stuff i have scattered everywhere and that she wont know how to pack it><
5. my eyes are like -.- now~really gonna fall asleep if i could~so i shall just stop here...btw...we:me ah gong, me myself, sai theng and sai zhen celebrated my birthday together..we went alor setar one day 'tour'@.@ but it was fun..had Kenny Rogers for lunch and also took the chance to go over to the水晶山 for the first time actually, bought dad, mum, and also ka che braclets^^
6. so, i shall really end this post now~save the line for later~please be 顺顺利利 later~and may i reach home safe~
7. ^^ <3

Tomorrow Never Comes

Life is something that you can never get a Second Chance with
when the time comes no matter what you have done-good or bad- when it is times up it is times up already
28th of febuary will be a day that will not be forgotten as two of our close friends and coursemates passed away in a tragic accident adn one is still in the hospital with injuries.
Our Prayers are with them
May our friends rest in peace and may Candy girl stay strong and get well asa soon as possible.

-Many say that live life while you can while others might choose to stay and live at a safe pace-
To some~living life is all about taking the most adventurest journey in thier lifes.
Going through all sorts of challenges and making the best out of every little thing possible.
After the tragic accident, i really feel that LIFE is a one thing that so precious that nothing else can beat it.
what about sickness and relationship failure~it doesn't matter
what about lost of money and also a little fever and flu~it is nothing
Compared to Death~
I myself have learnt that no matter what problems we face...There Will Be A Way Out
I might be the one that gets mad or frustrated when something doesn't go my way but after these few days i should be lucky enough to still be here to experience and go through all the ups and downs with my love ones and especially with my Family~

It is so hard for me whenever i think of dearest Ah Sien and Xiao Pei~
They were such happy individuals~carefree and happy-go-lucky where no worries are shown on their faces.
They brought laughter whenever i am around them.
And i Thank both of them for that~
For the past few days~a lot of thinking, opening up to friends was done and Both of You have made me realize and appreciate everything even more
Especially Friendship~
Thank You

Classes and SDG'S will be so different, but memories will never be erased.
May both of you Rest In Peace
We believe that both of you are in a better place with no worries.
Thank You for being our friend and we are really glad and proud to have had you as our friend.
WE WILL MISS YOU
R.I.P

its D-day!!!Valentine Day!!!XD

my dearest ah gong~

happy valentines day to you,to the both of us!!!^^

this is already our third valentines together and still we know that there will be lots more to come eh....XD (well of course we hope for the best rite???)

can't wait for 2 o'clock to come!!!

shall not say more ya...cause all the thank you's can't be done in only one post...>.<

i love you and i will love you always~

lots and lots of hugs and kisses from me from Muamalat to you at MISC....

<3

rabbit new year 2011

already the new year has begun,our coursemate trip to Hatyai has passed and chinese new year came~this yea the cny is a lil different as i am still not tuned in yet that sis has to go over to BM to celebrate chinese new years...as for the past 22 years...we have celebrated every chinese new year together...especially the day where we go bac to our hometown-Kajang. This year was as usual-ly borong and seriously i didn't kno what to do den to just play with me phone~that was until one of my younger cousin came over and we chat-ted...that talk kinda saved me from being or getting more frus...

i have yet to put up pictures as i dont have a clue of where the thingy is for me to transfer all my photos so~i shall do it oni wen i am bac in uni...

having holidays without me ah gong is starting to get to me~since the start we have never spent our holiday days together at allllll...and i have kept telling myself that already we see each other in skool and that is already more than i cud get so i had to get used to it but just these few days we quarreled quite often *nothing serious though* just me being me >.<

i just go 'burrzurk' a.k.a crazy sometimes...forgive moi...=(

i really wish that i cud spend my holidays together with him...really really really~

i wished that whatever that i see while im shopping that makes me think of him or stuff that he will like-he can see it with me...argh~with all the stupid rules in campus...we can totally be strangers towards each other only...the worst part~even groups in assignments-we are spilt-ed up by our lecturers...isn't that just great???@.@

well,enough of complains...this saturday on the 12th we will be well on our way to uni already~hitting the 'jet' and expected to arrive about 4 i guess~den the happy thing is on the 13th will be our monthly anniversary adn then on the 14th will be Valentines Day~a day when all girls dream of how the day would be~if there were any surprises waiting for them???what will their partners do on that special day~

great great day it will be^^

but im kinda keeping my hopes down...nothing too fancy...its just gonna be 'just another day for us'...wellllll.....whatever it is as long as we have each other rite~that matters the most most most...

to end this post i shall put a few of the oic that we took while we were at Hatyai~

pretty pics i must say....^^

so thats all for now and i shall upload more when im in the mood or free or when the line allows me to or many many more reasons larrrrhhh.....XD

nitey nitey for now then...

i love you

u know it

and

happy chinese new year once again

and happy birthday to all today too

greetings from us from the top of Hatyai^^

the guys that was in the trip...XD

few of us gurl on the second day~touring the tourist attractions^^

my girls:wantheng yihuey meizhen

<3

my favourite picture of January^^

*can i even say that*

XD

well then hugs and kisses for me ah gong

xoxoxo

nite nites...

Somebody To Love (Cover) - Jason Chen & Megan Lee

its the new year~

me-after going through the worst diarrhea *how do you actually spell that word again???*

picture taken with a nikon i dont kno what>.<

felt super tired and like all the strength in my body were sucked out in one day...

vomitting and alll...urghhh....

till then next post it shall be

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