been back home for quite some time now...get the chance to go see see other ppl's blogs,profiles and sort and i start to think...and wat i thought of is precisely kinda sounds like this...ever wondered why the other person is so lucky, why the other person gets to hav like everything u hav ever wanted, why the other person is jus more than you by one step and u feel like u are way behind and getting no where near to that particular stage..u will tend to think to yrself that see in order to do this i will hav to buck up buck up and buck up and till the end of the day nothing much changes...you are sttil you and everything is still the way it is...at that point of time you will feel like im definately out of the picture or i just dont hav a life that is much interesting than the others...
parents do tell you that it is yr life and for different ppl defferent interesting things happen in their lives..mummy told me see u get to spend yr uni life in somewhere in the middle of no where and where really not many city ppl get to experience and spend their time living there...and by this experience u are different from other ppl already...mummy says that to me..and other than that..
i talk to me ah gong bout everything..too obviously..and kno waht he always tells me??i normally ask him random questions like why am i stuck here in the first place and why cant i go overseas and live the life i want or i wish to live??and he in his most charming yet caring voice tells me kno what if u were somewhere else and i was also stuck ere u wont have anyone to complain to and we wouldn't hav met..that is how he starts off and then i will still be emo-ing and still thinking and he carry's on...isnt yr life full will interesting stuff..its jus another 3 yrs and we are out of ere..its very fast so dont sorry and dont think too much of it kays...no matter what i'll always be ther with you through everything...and he'll change the topic that we are on...and oh..i have something to say to me ah gong...additional of post
to me ah gong(i know that you will be reading this sooner or later so here it goes) : thank you for all the things you have done and endured my awful "pi qi" for the past few days and on the 9th anniversary itself i too din wish that we had quarreled..sowee dear darling...i love you owes and owes...xoxoxo
really despite all the downs me ah gong is my love..he listens, he advices, he warns, he scolds(in a not angry tone,hehe), and most importantly he understands me and loves me...i am grateful...thkq ah gong...hmm hmmm bac to the topic that i was on...so.....
after mummy talk and ah gong talk....i thought to myself...dang it i do have a interesting life...interesting doesn't mean getting to go out and meet with famous people and partying...interesting dont have to be getting to spend all the money in the world to buy new stuff and having the privilage to get anything we want...interesting dont have to be being cool and cooler...interesting doesnt mean knowing each and evry human beings in the entire world..
my defination....i have a family that loves me thers id mummy dad kache and now che fu in my life and they all care and love me very much...i have my dearest *me ah gong* to go through every single detail in my life since my uni life started...i have a bunch of friends close frens and not so close frens and my best friend fei chu-a fren that we both dont communicate with each other much but wen we do we talk a whole lot we siao siao a whole lot and transform to our gila side and share all the laughters together (just adores her)...
well no doubts i feel jeolous of other other ppl but wth i me and i believe everyone is enjoying being who they are...so bac to living life...hehehe
thats about all for tday...ooooo ya...loves my new *click*click...pictures posted below are the pic i took from my new bb...heheh..till den...
love you lot ah gong
-xoxo-hugs and kisses from yr ah po
take care kays
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