im now sitting here in a place where i am feeling very eeeky....since i've been here a lot of thought of hows why that involves me keep popping up..its very frustrating for me to live here and i can say unwillingly but wth....
mummy texted me just now and i just found out that im going to be missing out in another family event.....*oooo what a news rite....* since i've started stuying ere its been nothing but trouble....
cousin is having a graduation dinner on the 22nd nite and mummy is asking me to plan after me HK trip...its very frustrating as mummy dont always remember my scedules and keep informing me about any outings or gatherings....its really frustrating to me as b4 i came her i got to go go go......and its a horrible feeling i tell you not nice at alll......now i shall jus focus on the HK trip and bac here to suffer again....damn.....nothing else revolves in my life at this point.....boring lifeless go by the rules kinda life.....
kno wat...these few days things between me ah gong and i are meeting quite some bumps....he is forever bz with his archery and i dont kno y i must say i get annoyed easily just because of that.....still trying to adapt but sometimes i tend to get fed up of hearing "im going to archery" "im still here" "im on my way bac but i will be going out again" "cant meet cause im bz" arghhhhh.......just recently it has been getting to me like a cantonese saying goes...."fo sing zhong dei kau" really i dont want this to carry on its very suffering....
let me summerize some of the reasons y i get frus k....
1. me ah gong doesnt get enuf saleep....so he sleeps in the class....
2. me ah gon is currently sick and......he is still sick
3. everytime he has to go to and fro jus to go for practice.....
4. just really worried bout him thats alll.....
well...gtg for now....
despite all me ah gong...
i still love you and going to love you as much if not even more....
xoxo hugs and kisses from me.....
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