why me???

let me be the emo one as usaual...complains after complains.....
whenever i think of the place wher i am in now i can tell u that im still not and am not yet getting used to things here...it is really dirfferent from where i come from...the ppl the culture the race the religion...(i make me sound like im from another country wth but nope im local) but seriously from girl guy relationships to every other thing every other ppl in most places do they dont do it here know....
whenvere me ah gong and i meet up in campus for anything we are expected to talk like we just knew each other behave like if a gurl touches the other guy the girl will grow some non cureable diesease and die.....its like what is wrong man...diversity???but nevertheless there are things going on.....this is what is in campus...wen we are out hmmmmmm we get a little tiny weeny tad more of freedom only that is YAY~!!!! i only get to hold me ah gongs hand....im the kind of person that am scared of breaking the rules so i rather stick with it and everytime ah gong and i get too close or something my mind will start to wonder and imagine things like police coming up and issueing a summon saying that u cannot hold the opposite sex's hands for more than 1 minute and u just broken our state rule.....wth.....yup thats me....haha.....
food here....omgosh there is nothing other than flies and chilly here....like seriously at the dorms cafe what we are able to find is let me tell u.....
ayam masak merah
ayam curry
ayam masak kicap
ayam goreng
ayam with green color kuah that i forgot waht u call it but it is smelly to me
ikan ikan ikan and more ikan.....
hmmm....oh ya ulam and sambal.....
see what it all hav in common???
CHICKEN!!!!!damn chicken all we hav here is that...chisken wing, drumstick, breast meat and every part of the chicken u can find and kno wat in pasar malams you can even find fried chicken bones to be sold.....WHAT!!!!!!!
this semester me ah gong and i our scedule is PACKED!!!packed to the brimmm i tell u and one of my wish is for us to go out at least once a week to have our "anti-virus" intake...that spells pork meat......and wen we are out we EAT we will order two porkie dishes and 1 vege...for the two of us only and we will eat i tell u we eat like we haven been eating for years man.....
after the two months of holidays that i spent at home i got attached again to the comfort at home...was so reluctant to come bac here....
well got sent here got to futher my studies here got to get a paper to work next time got to excel in something got to fulfill things got to got to got to......
wtd wtd......
wellll got to carry on with what is neede to be done......WHAT ELSE???
DAMN ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!

i love you lots and lots my darling....
tks for helping me in everything ya......
xoxo...
hugs and kisses from me....
hope yr cut gets better soon k....