today's valentines day!!!yet again!!!yay!!!!

lurve~~~~amour~~~~
^.^ i forgot to update bout me valentines...this years valentines hmmm...by far the most romantic one...but it wasnt on the actual date though...it was on the 6th of febuary night when sparkles fill the skies and when it fill my eyes were filled woth tears too....
me ah gong made me cry...:(
but it was tears of hapiness....he was so sweet....
what i had???
very simple....a surprise from him coming over from his dorm late at nite bearing gifts.....valentines day gift....it was a real surprise....teehee.....
it was a dark blue color bag with pretty pretty shining stars printed all over it with glitters on top....
inside it was a dark blue color box with the same pretty start on it......
need not say more i was already swept off my feel looking at the box itself already.....
inside....guess......something soft, something fabric, something that i wanted for US to have for a really long time.....
OUR VERY OWN FIRST COUPLE'S TEE......
that itself made me cry as i really din expect.....hehe...*thaank you soooooo much me ah gong*
then while opening the baju something else was inside....
something paper, something hard, something so very special.......
ah gong made me a mini scrapbook filled with our pics and sweet sweet words from him.....
every page i turn i cried....i was really touched by what em ah gong did for me.....
it is by far the second best valentines day i've ever had....bothe thanks to my dear ah gong....
ehem...the first was hillarious....he wore the necklace for me the other way around....kakakakakaka.....^.^
as for me...i did not get him anything at that time yet....
but during chinese new year...i got him a dark blue tie.....
a really smart looking one...hehe...not much of a surprise though....hehe

today is chap goh meh day...that is also chinese calender's valentines day...
me ah gong said "everyday is our happy day"
i believe so too ah gong.....make it everyday our valentines day too baby?????
hehe......
neways....will not ruin this post complainin bout someone that is really pissing me off right now....
wil end this post then......

i love you always me ah gong.....
happy valentines day dearie....
xoxoxo
love always from me.....<3>

WHAT LIES BENEATH

Leave me alone, a feeling I dislike,

Do things alone, a task that I hate

Be by myself, something that I have to do

When you’re out; i feel alone

Been here snce then, stil isn’t fair

What do I do, when things go wrong

Cheating myself wont be able to last long

Talk myself in turns everything wrong

Wanting to do things, it isn’t possible

Being what I want to be seems impossible

Living life to the fullest; never in my dreams

Being stuck in a place I dislike: I’M IN IT

Be with someone you are comfortable with, I wonder

Don’t choose your friends; well is there a choice

Talk to that one you trust; ask again is there

When it comes to you, only me I’ll be there

Things go wrong, I blame myself

Think too much, and get frustrated

Just a stupid reason I’m wasting my time

But in the end: problems still have to get mended

You’re out, I’m here

Not thinking straight yet once again

Don’t mess things I tell myself

Don’t blow it convince myself , again, again and again

Think of ways to change myself

It hurts but I ‘m not gonna tell

Stay happy stay positif , I tell me

In the end it still is what it is to be

happiness matters.......

yesterday on the 23rd was the day when me ah gong had to leave me alone here in the jungle for MASUM archery and go all the way to Bangi for the competition....when i heard this news at first like a month ago i freaked and was just in no mood to even think about ah gong not attending class because of the competition....but now....i can tell myself to give my full support towards whatevr me ah gong's heart desire....if i turn the situation around and see again if he were me and i were him and i really really want to persue in something that i really like i would really like my other half to be supportive of me and not be pissed or mad at me......so i finally came to this conclusion and noth of us are happy....no arguments...just being supportive.....
i've been coming across articles that talks about how to live longer orarticles on how to maintain a good relationship with your partner and both involves being happy.....
make ypurself happy and you will tend to feel comfortable with yourslef
make your partner happy and both of you will be happy together and that important alrite.....
be happy and live longer
be happy and it will automatically help you de-stress
dont argue over silly stuff.....*admits that i do*
i really feel much better not having to argue all the time over small stuffs that happens...this im doing my best in changing....for the both of us....
friends say dont put too much feelings towards someone too fast...but when is it considered fast???is 1 year fast??or we have to wait until 10 years than only considered not fast....to me it doesnt apply at all....how to love someone but not fully committed??how would u love someone but dont fully trust that someone....i believe that if u trust that someone of yours you will be able to sustain the relationship....trusting involves telling each other secrets.....sharing all sorts of moods with each other be it stormy mad or drizzily sad.....i am glad that me ah gong always tells me that and because of that even though we fight we get to get over things and put it aside and that past will never be taken out again......
it takes only one goodbye to kill me be it one day or one week....i dont feel comfortable not being with him....not having him around me....but even so i have to learn how to be comfortable as we can never be together all the time.....*^.^*
well practicing thinking positive helps....
note to myself is to stay happy,stay strong and most importantly stay supportive.....
me ah gong:do your very best out there....know that im always supporting you in whatever you do....*just gimmie some time to digest*teehee* i love you evry much and i miss you dearly....
take care ya....

-xoxoxo-
love always

tomoro!!!!!130210

dear ah gong.....
happy 18th month aniversary darling.....you are the sweetest, the most caring, the most naughty,most hansomest, most cutest, most perfect perfectly the man of my dreams.....<3
i love you, i love you and i love you......
_xoxoxo_
thank you for the sweetest memories and thank you for the surprise prezzie for this valentines......
u really surprise me all the time darling.....

LOVE:
ah po

this post is SUPERLY late....

Time for me to blog..finally….

This semester…it is filled with assignments assignments and more assignments…non stop really I tell you…

First, there is this lecturer that never in a million years I thought that I will be thought by HIM

For staters, this semester I was really exited to go to each and every class as the classes in my timetable spells –E-X-I-T-I-N-G- or even F-U-N!!!!that includes, *drum roll pls* F&B service where I get to go to class and learn through practical way and not read read read the book way^.^,

French *excuse-moi*,it is so challenging after attending the first class. For me ah gong and I it feels like learning some written in English language alphabets for example….a word that is spelt C’est but pernounced as ‘say’.wee??wee???

Human Resource Management ….hrmm…ok ok lar…nothing much other than….OUR ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!I TELL YOU!!!!!!sien er….*hint..we hav to interview hospitality line companies kay….

The other subject that kills us wit the whole heap of assignments is entrepreneurship clas….OMG OMG OMG….this one we hav to built our own business with one rule that is…hiahzzz….FOLLOWING WHAT U CAN FIND IN THE HOSPITALITY LINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!yet…again…….

Lets not talk about the other “fun” subjects….lets talk about my favourite subject of em’ all…Business Report Writing…..this one and only subject is a subject that kills all my study mood cells in my body….

It is the first class in the morning, it is thought by someone……….*I shall not say too much* the assignments and follow up and meeting that has to be done……all the heart aches,headaches and not to be missed bum-aches *from sitting down using my brains for too long kinda ache*, makes this semester seem so long and draggy and TIRING!!!

It has only been like 3 weeks here and im already feeling very tired from all the running around and planning and calling and typing and thinking and doing and doing and doing and doing things…especially when u supposedly have help buthen it feels like you have no help and hav o help others instead….. “tian ah”!!!!!!

Other than studies…I’ve started to pick up a healthy work out…that is to jog/walk/run…round the running track at the sports centre….the truth is I feel really really un-tensed wen im listening to me fav fav song be it blasting in my ears, walking against the wind, looking at greeneries…it feels really nice to be able to do that…

AND I SHALL DO THAT MORE OFTEN*CARRY ON*CARRY ON*

As for me ah gong…he had been as busy but not as bust but busier….UN???

Since sem started…he has been busy with his archery training ruitines….trainnings…meetings…and more training….and I guess that could be one of the reason y I push myself to jog too….

1.of course to be closer to my dardar… 2.to keep or even loooose some weight….of cz lar have to right???^.^v

I guess I wil stop here already….i feel so so sleepy dy….*eventhough I skipped my daily routine today*:P

Nitey nite nite…..

I love you to bits me ah gong….

15^th???16???no……………17^th month!!!*muakz*muakz*muakz