yesterday on the 23rd was the day when me ah gong had to leave me alone here in the jungle for MASUM archery and go all the way to Bangi for the competition....when i heard this news at first like a month ago i freaked and was just in no mood to even think about ah gong not attending class because of the competition....but now....i can tell myself to give my full support towards whatevr me ah gong's heart desire....if i turn the situation around and see again if he were me and i were him and i really really want to persue in something that i really like i would really like my other half to be supportive of me and not be pissed or mad at me......so i finally came to this conclusion and noth of us are happy....no arguments...just being supportive.....
i've been coming across articles that talks about how to live longer orarticles on how to maintain a good relationship with your partner and both involves being happy.....
make ypurself happy and you will tend to feel comfortable with yourslef
make your partner happy and both of you will be happy together and that important alrite.....
be happy and live longer
be happy and it will automatically help you de-stress
dont argue over silly stuff.....*admits that i do*
i really feel much better not having to argue all the time over small stuffs that happens...this im doing my best in changing....for the both of us....
friends say dont put too much feelings towards someone too fast...but when is it considered fast???is 1 year fast??or we have to wait until 10 years than only considered not fast....to me it doesnt apply at all....how to love someone but not fully committed??how would u love someone but dont fully trust that someone....i believe that if u trust that someone of yours you will be able to sustain the relationship....trusting involves telling each other secrets.....sharing all sorts of moods with each other be it stormy mad or drizzily sad.....i am glad that me ah gong always tells me that and because of that even though we fight we get to get over things and put it aside and that past will never be taken out again......
it takes only one goodbye to kill me be it one day or one week....i dont feel comfortable not being with him....not having him around me....but even so i have to learn how to be comfortable as we can never be together all the time.....*^.^*
well practicing thinking positive helps....
note to myself is to stay happy,stay strong and most importantly stay supportive.....
me ah gong:do your very best out there....know that im always supporting you in whatever you do....*just gimmie some time to digest*teehee* i love you evry much and i miss you dearly....
take care ya....
-xoxoxo-
love always
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