Too Harsh... Bitch

I cannot for a minute expect that you can actually be who you are these few days. You have changed. 
I have no idea what struck you to be so irrational, so selfish, so hard to read. Seriously what is friendship to you?Do you consider us closer friend or do you take advantage of us just because we understand you better and take us for granted. throwing your silly tantrums at us~That is definitely not fair for not only me but all four of us too. Let me tell you how i see this~you started throwing your prissy huge tantrums at us FOR NO FREAKING REASON, blame every else for everything that you are not satisfied with but i must say you had control to what you could have done for yourself, then after coming back i thought everything was over but NOPE!!! surprise!!!you were still the same.....Seriously what the F is wrong with you?
We take our turns to try to talk to you.....YOU DON'T CARE
We change topics to communicate with you.....still YOU DON'T FREAKING CARE
Your facial expressions kills us from within, and really you take the mood out of all of us. But in front of other people you are indescribably happy. I make my move but NO YOU DO NOT EFFFFIIIINNNGGG GIVE A DAMN!!!
I mean hey if you really don't want to see us by all means tell us to move or sit the next table or you can even get us out of your sight by simply not being together with any of us.Simply as that!!!*sigh*
Please know, IT HURTS~Friends definitely do not treat one another how you treat us. We seriously did nothing wrong and if by blaming us makes you feel better by all means go ahead, scold us, blame us, we are already going numb from all your bad-mouthing and way of treating us like dirt. We accept you as you are because you are our friend. Friends are easy to find but not easy to keep. Please, i ask of you, CHANGE~
You FB post is the one that pissed me off BIG TIME~Do know that the whole world does not only revolve around you, there are others too. With feelings~ Do care for us, remember that we exist, think of how we would feel by all your actions...


CONGRATULATIONS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT...UNTIL NOW~
GLAD THAT SOME OUTSIDER THAT WON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU MADE YOU HAPPY AGAIN~


till then,
xoxo
love you always me ah gong~

依然爱你-王力宏

一閃一閃亮晶晶　留下歲月的痕跡
我的世界的重心　依然還是你
一年一年又一年　飛逝僅在一轉眼
唯一永遠不改變　是不停的改變
我不像從前的自己　你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑　依然的美麗
日子只能往前走　一個方向順時鐘
不知道愛有多久　所以要讓你懂
我依然愛你　將是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜　時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸　每個動作　每個表情
到最後　一定會　依然愛你
(依然愛你　依然愛你…)

我不像從前的自己　你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑　依然的美麗
日子只能往前走　一個方向順時鐘
不知道愛有多久　所以要讓你懂
我依然愛你　就是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜　時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸　每個動作　每個表情
到最後　一定會　依然愛你
(依然愛你　依然愛你…)

我依然愛你　或許是命中注定
多年之後　任何人都無法代替
那些時光　是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶　依然無法忘記
我依然愛你　這是唯一的退路
我依然珍惜　時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸　每個動作　每個表情
到永遠　一定會　依然愛你

November the Eighteenth 2011

Today is the 19th but i decided to do this post cause of what happened yesterday on the 18th of November.Yesterday was a day of relief,relaxation,exiting turned worrisome,slow paced,unexpectedly surprised (in.not.so.good.a.way). In the morning we had our final paper for me and me ah gong's mid semester exams along with our sai family members-sai theng,sai zhen,and sai huey too. So,when the clock striked 10:30 the burden in our hearts were finally released and we were able to eat,rest and sleep as much as we can.Wait...That is because we had our first paper on the 15th at 8.30pm then a quiz the next day at 2.00pm then another paper that night itself at 8.30pm and the day after the next was our final paper.That is why this week to me has passed by in a super slow pace.
Now, at this moment i'm in a relaxed kinda mode~listening to the songs that Alie transferred to me,it makes me think of home very much.I often relate situations that i am in to the songs that i listen to.Call me over-sensitive but i can tear listening to the lyrics of a sad song just like the one that i am stuck to currently-Adele's Someone Like You.*sobs* -End of the me being Emo-
Anywho~this post suppose to be about yesterday's adventure.Our poor sai zhen had to make her way back home because since before she came back to the uni she was already feeling unwell,coughing and feverish too. A few days later the medication that she was on didn't seem to be doing her any good therefore PKU check-up was done and after the second visit to the doctors she found out that she is down with Pheumonia. Well so she decided to go back and get better. We left the uni at about 5.25 then we headed out straight to Alor Setar Sultan Abdul Halim Airport, well on the way the sky was clear for about 10 minutes drive but suddenly right in front of us we could see the rain pouring so heavily,we couldn't even see the car in front of us clearly,to be honest i was terrified at that time. Our trusty little rented Perodua Kancil was a little unstable with all the puddle at the road sides it kind of died on us at one point of time but ah gong managed to get it going again. We were going at about less than 20km/h at that time,it was really that bad!!!We had to turn on the hazard lights all the way.The heavy rain didn't stop until we finally reached at the airport,and when we got down the car the wind was going crazy.We had the feeling of safety-ness when we stepped foot in the airport. *phew* ---in addition the little car had water seeping in from everywhere.@@
So after we had settled down at the airport,sai zhen checked-in and we waited for her to make her way to the waiting hall.Brief goodbye session then wished her well and to be back here in tip top condition and also in a fatter state.-and we are serious about it- 
Today through Facebook,got to know that she is feeling better,getting medication and care from her family.It is good news that she is healing from the evil evil germs,am truly happy for you,dear~


Best wishes to you dear sai zhen.
I shall end this post here...
Till the next post take care all.
Love Always,
-xoxo-

Let The Rain Wash Away The Pain Of Yesterday ='(

i feel like running away,i feel like singing out loud,i feel like spinning myself round round until i go dizzy,i feel like walking to a far far away land where there is only the feeling of freedom
i wanna be in a band and sing everyday till the sun sets, i wanna be the girl that has the opportunity to perform for others,i like happening events;concerts and all,i wish to be at my favorite singer's concert one day screaming my lungs out!!!
i wish to wear clothes that makes me pretty,i wish to wear clothes that shows me off,i wish to have a make up collection,i wish to own shoes that has rainbow colors
i wish to be smarter,i wish to be more active,i wish to be more out going,i wish to be more up-to-date,i wish to be more talented
i wish to be more perfect for you
i wish to be more of who i want myself to be


BUT
 wishes remains wishes 
no one can ever be perfect nor get the things that they want
no one wants to get in trouble with people they love most
no one wants to live their life under a rock
no one wants to be the one that is empty inside
no one wants anyone else to laugh at them just because they aren't skinny or pretty
no one wants to cry alone
no one wants to share their happiness with only themselves
no one wants to live with complicated daily routines
no one wants to feel invisible


*live happy*
signing off
luv,
apr

out of BOREDOM

so here i am in my uni sitting in my room now currently it is raining outside so what do i do??
no i do not take my books out to study nor complete my homework,not tat i have any.
I,me,i choose to go online and look at anyything that catches my eyes and then i stump upon a blog that belongs to a secondary skol dang it i still spell school as skol...friend's friend and so i read read read and i clicked into this website http://lookbook.nu/ and whoa~ the pictures inside they are so stylish and pretty but all taken by people or modeled by people that are mostly young people but fashion is so great 'wear it and make a garment look its best possible' and with the internet line i have in uni here it is hopeless for me to scroll down as fast as i like.but still I AM GRATEFUL for having internet connection in my room even though it is hopeless sometimes it is good enough so THANKYOU for providing us WI-FI.
just two days ago,25 of us hospitality ppl crossed the border and entered Thailand to have dinner at a place called WaterView.it is a really nice place,loved the ambiance,loved the seats,and even their toilets were COOL-er than normal toilets >< we each had to pay 213 Thai bahts for dinner.the menu that night was black pepper pork,steamed fish in some sauce,sweet and sour chicken,mixed vegetable,and the dish of the night of course-Tom Yam Goong that was yummsss.ah gong enjoyed it too eve though it was really spicy but he managed well.=) in Thailand, we managed to grab all the stuff that we wanted over the holidays being back at home.like what you ask?1.the oh-so-yummy soya milk that not costly at all yet super delicious 2.spicy pork flavored instant noodles that most probably will be my dinner tonight 3.and and the one thing that was on everyone's to-buy-list POCKY stick...the selection they have there are crazy i tell you and oh~all these things you can get em in their 7-Elevens that is located every single corner you go,super convenient.
in uni,it is convocation season and so little booths will be set up at Padang Palapes and basically the Uni will be lively for 4-5 days.Yesterday was one of our friend's graduation day and so we went over to Dewan MAS to shake hands,give presents and take pictures aiyahh the normal stuff people do during graduations lahhh and the fun part was,i got to help them take pictures using one of our friend's DSLR,whoa the feeling of owning a DSLR sure makes you *takes deep breaths* one happy person.The picture that i helped them take *i because i did not want to be in pictures yesterday just because *dot dot dot* right~the pictures was lovely,i love the colors all around especially with the help of Mr. Sunshine,just by looking at the small little photos displayed on the camera's small screen took my breath away~and im sure me, turning one tone darker being under the sun taking pictures for them for almost an hour is worth all the pretty pictures.
well just another post updating all the what-have-beens' and what is about to come this weekend sure is going to be exiting!!!
WE ARE GOING TO KRABI,THAILAND!!!
i am really exited
no,really i am jumping from the inside out!!!
i can't wait to be near the sand and the seas again!!!
^^
i shall end my post here then
love you lots me ah gong
-xoxoxo-

'Ran' Away

i feel like running away to the far away land where normally stories and fairytales take place. The far away land where only happy endings happen. I want to be Cinderella that finally gets to be with her prince that adores her and provides for her willingly and lovingly. I would like to dance and sing with all the pets, furniture, and every other little mice that runs in the house. I would like to be more 'me'...

I really would want to follow my heart but my brains are telling me other wise. The angel and the devil both has came out together. One encouraging me while the other, doing other wise. Reasons for me to smile is getting less i feel, but whatever we had been through i still believe is there for us to hold on to.

I want to know but i just cannot figure out, was it me or was it you? Or is it 'a bad time' for us?

My brains are in knots when it happens, did i not do enough?

*allimthinkingisnowistopackmybagstakeacabandheadouttoaroomwherethereisnoonebutonlyme*

I'm in no mood now to carry on...Hoping for a 'U' turn to appear on the way...

-PFM-

S.T.O.L.E

fell in love with this and as the title said~stole~from couzzie's blog

Thanku fOR LettiNG mE Steal

<3

It's too bad

Picture #1 =) me ah gong and i at the Alor Mall's cinema with NASI LEMAK2.0's poster...we came out from the cinema still bursting out with laughters...

i must say its too bad that this movie, that went through so many stages of difficulties to actually get the approval from the govn. to broadcast this movie in the cinema's of the whole Malaysia and NOW~after one week the movie came out,they are giving so many excuses and reasons that this movie is a bad influence to the nation.

it's like @@ kind of scenario

really too bad

well~take care ya'll

will post another post soon i hope

To me ah gong

-xoxo-

Nasi Lemak 2.0 ^^

Today 'Sai' family went out to grab groceries and also to catch Nasi Lemak 2.0, a film made by a local Namewee that has gone through very very tough times just to get this movie aired in Malaysia officially...

Congrats to him and the movie was contagiously hilarious...We laughed so much all throughout the movie and time just flew by just like that.

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Well wanted to upload a few pics from today but too bad...itu line tidak mengizinkan i to do so...@@

I shall end this post for now^^

Good Night and Sweet Dreams

Love you always,gong

-xoxo-

New Second Half of The Year

So the 3 months holiday has officially ended and now im back in UUM. This semester involves a whole lot of changes, my closest family members in uni is now scattered everywhere,each and every corner of UUM. The furthest, sai theng has shifted to MAS from Muamalat, sai zhen has shifted to MISC,where me ah gong stays, and sai huey and i remains in Muamalat. At first the thought of them shifting scares me cause all three of my roomates has already finished all their subjects and had already left the uni~But fortunately for the few of us we have ourselves a roomate that is friendly but for the other some.........=(

Today is the day that us chinese people celebrate Mid Autumn Festival, the day where little children play with lanterns and candles while the adults sits under the sky brightly lit by the bright fullmoon enjoying mooncakes while drinking chinese tea and talking about the past...*owh how i miss celebrating this day at home with my parents,sister,popo,and all my cousins*...It is tough for me to come back to Kedah to study seeing that i have been back at home being pampered by family for the whole 3 months. I have to say coming back here after 3 months NOTHING HAS CHANGED *sighs* 1. the stupid system is still as stupid 2. the management is still as crappy 3. the rules are still as silly 4. the food here is still as spicy 5. the number of cats here are still as many 6. the students here still walk as slow *>< as if they have the whole day to spend just to walk down the stairs* 7.the residential hall is still desperate for $$$ and so many more i cannot even write down everything in detail...All im telling myself and also my other coursemates, "THIS WILL BE OUR FINAL SEMESTER" anything comes just do it and get over it and time will pass fast...*fingers crossed* so for now we are living with this motto and countdown starts from now...@@

Owh.....let me talk about something exiting rather than blabbing about these ol complaints.

My uni family 'The Sai Family' we went for a little trip to Genting Highlands before we came back to the 'jungle'. It was fun i tell you^^ Tiring but Fun.

.. let me show you a few pictures we took。。。。。。。。》》》》》

This first pic was taken in the cable car on our way up.

On our way up it was clear and werent misty at all but almost half way up we weren't able to see anything including all the trees and all as all we could see was layers and layers of very thick mist.

My first time checking into a room using a machine. And we had this privilege all thanks to ah gong's ah 'tao'.All in all the room only cost RM17 per night *inside joke* and eventhough it was small as usual, we still had a place to sleep and have fun and chit chat and 'play cards'. Well who doesn't so all those stuff.=)

Our family pic before the room room gets messed up.Right after checking in.<3 ya'll much...

My love, me ah gong...*shy* XD

After a uber yummy dinner at this restaurant that never in a million years i taught that i will be able to eat such yummy and pricy food up in the hills.

From the left: Sai Huey,Sai Zhen, Sai Theng, Sai Yen (me!!!)XD

At about 2 mid-night we were hungry and so we decided to change and head out to find cup noodles but we ended up in Hainan Kitchen. Their toast was good but their congee was erkkk tasteless ><

Our entrance wristbands -----> form here our fun afternoon officially had begun!!!

I loved the colours in the chocolate shop near the entrance and we spent so much time in there taking photos only.This picture was mainly taken because of the colors of the tiles on the floor and turns out we all like this picture very much.Thank you camera man!!!

Another family photo...with a couple behind...and i must way that no matter how cold the weather is up in Gentings many of them can dress up in short and heels in the theme park...?!?!?!?*don't mind me*

This place is a place that i love the pictures came out naise...teehee...the green green grass and the soft breezy wind *floats away and dreamsssss~*

A picture of ah gong and i @Genting theme park will end this blog post.

All in all this trip was something that we need before we start our final semester in uni~Thanks for everything ah gong. I hope that more Sai family outings come......

take care and love always

-xoxo-

*SIGHS*=(

today, on the 22nd of august 2011*sigh* in short, i had a terrible night...

我的手提电话不见了=(

想来想去还是不知道为什么会不见去。。。明明上车的五分钟前还在我的口袋里的，五分钟后我的口袋却空空了。。。当时迷迷糊糊的跑来跑去。。。更加的不好意思的是麻烦到了我的家人。。。而且是不最不方便的时候发生。。。跑了几圈，等了等，决定回家了。。当我们要出去时泊车的票过了时候不能出去了推车的时候又出了一点状况。。。><

最最最心痛的是在那么的短短的一个时间发生了这么多麻烦的东西。。。而我是应该负责任的。。心真的好疼好疼。。。

回到家后看到妈妈我就哭了=(

到现在心情还是不上不下的，好不自在的感觉。。。

现在只好看看戏，上上网，试着忘了这件事吧

没心情啊现在。。。

爱你，啊公

Hey 08 '11!!!

okay it has been super duper long since i've updated my blog,eventhough im now currently bumming at home im still too lazy to update me bloggie *truth is i have no where to go and my life iznt that happening rite now**sighs*

since the first day of august i have been looking forward to the 13th cause it is a special day to us ,both me and me ah gong~^^ it marks the 3 years that we have been together and let me say that we have gone through many up and a fair amount of downs too definitely~this year there wasn't any celebration or even a simple meal compared to the past two years we would go out to Changlun foor dinner or Jitra for a movie, this year...we couldn't celebrate as ah gong is still working in gentings as a commis with 8 other coursemates of ours...

no he did not forget or did not apply for leave to come to kl but apparently form august onwards they pay 3ple the salary if they work on their off days...and since we are now at the stage of saving money for future use we both agreed that we will shift this years' celebration for later..=)

i really am thankful for all the sacrifices that you have and still making ah gong~*hugs

you miss your home, your family, and your friends back at home and you would wanna see them,take some time off to rest before out last semester starts but you are and have already been working for 3 months already in gentings...thank you for everything,love

=) this photo was taken sometime ago and im currently in love with it much!!!now that i have already kinda know how the photo editor works it is super fun to make pictures look even prettier..

owhhhhh~two days ago i had the chance to meet up with one of my friend from my secondary skol-simone..we were good friends back then, did all the gurly stuff like going over to her house and talk about everything and anything that definatly includes boys and our future duture*thats not even a word may i say*...ngek ngek but after they left skol..i carried on to do my STPM and they were well off to colleges then soon we kinda lost touch until good ol Facebook came into our lives...*woots to the founder!!!* then we kept in touch and then we lost touch and then got in touch and it went on and on~until two days ago we finally met up and talked and grabbed lunch together...i must say i miss the ol time when we had time to walk over to our friends house talk and go crazy all day~*wonders off and dreams ahhhhhhhhh~*

lols...well i think my main purpose of this blog post has been achieved and so i shall sign off and say goodbai^^

and as always

love you always ah gong

-xoxo-

Chris Brown Feat. Justin Bieber - Next To You

音乐填满了我的心

这几天我的心情特别特别得差，我脑海里塞满了许多许多的问号。。。

天天都在想为什么别人的生活那么的精彩有趣而我的是一堆一堆的问号和艰难

我知道也很多人都和我讲过很多次不可以和别人比因为我根本不知道别人的事，别人的life...我的烦恼然而是我的发脑而跟伤感的是钱的问题。。。家人的支持。。。这两点都够烦了。。。

这几天都会无时无刻崩溃特别是在晚上头脑空空的时候，胡思乱想的时间也特别的多。。。

明天本来好期待好期待可以见到我的宝贝啊公但是今天被我的胡思乱想给搞砸了。。。

本来现在这个时候可以见到他的，但是也出不成。我今天友好搞好高的期望你会出现在我的面前但是到最后也没有结果。。。所以吵架了。。。伤心过了就算了

23岁的我，好像开始做我心里想做的东西，那些东西包括了好多好多的梦醒

也有好多好多的东西想要和我最亲爱的一起做。。。

现在的面子书里，可以见到朋友生活里的点点滴滴，可以说是80%有男或女朋友的朋友家人都知道，都很支持。可以一起吃饭，走街，谈天，在一起一天开开心心的

为什么我的这一段好好的感情要偷偷摸摸的呢。。。

我感觉好厌倦了就只是为了‘你’一个而天天都不舒服，有种不氛气的感觉。。。

好伤心，心好疼。那中种感觉只好用微笑来遮掩

RES-PECT

this blog post was a inspiration from a bus ride back home in a mini bus

there are many different job post as we all know. there are those that require skills and there are those that requires the littlest or least effort. being a cleaner is having a job, being a mini bus driving is having a job, being a rubbish collector is having a job, all these are same as having jobs like being a nanny, a retail assistant, an executive chef, a manager in a big company. nevertheless being a boss or the CEO of the company also falls under the category of W-O-R-K-I-N-G. without a job that is proper of course means no income and no income means no food no cloths no place to stay no nothing and as for those wealthier/ rich people no money means no luxury, 'no life', no popularity, no fame,no nothing basically.

right, with that all said the point that i wanna state is that no matter the job level, or post one person holds, their main purpose is to find money to support themselves, their family members, to make life easier to pass day by day. and so each and every one of us should respect, care,be courteous, be sincere to anyone in this matter. example???easiest example is in retails line~

situation:in a shoe shop~lady wants to ask for size~

okay~fine~BUT she has to ask for her shoe size to try on while the sales girls is busy attending to other customers.it is like WHAT!!!CAN'T YOU NOT WAIT JUST FOR ONE MOMENT...I SAW YOU WAVE YOUR HANDS SO HIGH WHILE SITTING YOUR BUTT DOWN ON THE CHAIR WHILE SCREAMING 'HALOOOOO,I WANT SIZE PLEASE!!!"

it is like please please please, service people aren't your servants, they are there to help and assist you.people. and how do customers that do not think treat the sales assistant???

RUDELY~especially those younger ones, they tend to ignore your presence as a human being with feelings and that also can fell fatigue, tiredness, fed up but can't quit what they are doing, unhappy at times, hate being pushed too hard, being 'used'...

today in the bus it was really hot and especially in a mini bus, the sun was blazing hot shinning right into the bus while the hot heat stays in the bus as it did not have proper ventilation. as i sat across the bus driver i could feel how tired,thirsty, burning everything is~

the ;driver; finished his coke in less than 5 minutes, had to wear a cap while driving, had long sleeve shirts on that weren''t all that clean, and still had to fight through the horrible terrible traffic to send people and get them to where they want to go~

ever thought of 'where would THEY wanna go at this time???

all jobs are different in terms of skills, workload, position,fame but all employees should ceserve respect from one another as well as people outside...

A SMILE FROM THE HEART WILL HOPEFULLY CHEER PEOPLE UP

dont forget to say your thank you's

be sincere and polite no matter who you are talking to

~RESPECT~

to me ah gong

thank you for the few hours spent together

thank you for having me in your plan today

ILYand IMY

XOXO

all the best in your job

<3

me

~if you could just understand~

yesterday wasn't a very good mood day~

after work i got into the car and then i started complaining about hoe rude how disrespectful and how inconsiderate the customers and also the company can be~

i was complaining and complaining and when we were about to reach home she said to me something that hurts me until this very second and i really have no idea how to forget the exact sentence as it repeats itself over and over again in my brains...

*sigh*

i just wished that you did not mean it

i just wishes that you will support me in whatever

i just wished that you listen more ask more

i just wish that your words wont seem as harsh anymore

i just wished that we did not have that conversation

i just wish that you are able to feel how i feel

i just wished that i can talk to you about anything

i just wished you could understand more and trust me

all these thoughts in my mind...i cannot write it down because words simply cant do justice to how i am feeling inside...i sacrifice lots as well

i do my best as well to keep you happy

i try very hard not to compare with others my age or my friends

i do whatever that pleases you the most

it really hurt when those words came out and i do not know how to express myself anymore~

i'd really wished that didn;t happen and you do not think that way~

i only wanted you to give me a little support from all the work, all the standing for hours...

lastly ----- is the main purpose for me to work...

and i need them

you say that i do not do my part and think on your side how tough life is

TRUST me...i know and i kinda very much get it already

2500 for half a year???who will survive???

~I'D JUST WISHED YOU UNDERSTAND~

to my baby ah gong,

thank you for making me laugh again

thank you for making me not think too much

my attitude towards stuff has really changed and i really appreciate every single thing

-ILY-

as always...lot of love from me to you~

-x0x0-

quick update~^^

1. its that time of the SEMESTER again, its add drop week for us sem 6 going sem 7 students.>< by looking at it, we will be by far the oldest bunch to be in this uni~eacluding the master students, the PHD students and also the lecturers lah of course.
2. many activities has passed, presentations, mid semester exams. that is why my blog felt kinda empty for the pass month`sorry bloggie^^
3. today after add/drop time.wishes that everything goes smoothly~.i will be well on my way home!!!weeeee!!!and i have never gone home middle of the semester without any Official holiday week...so still can consider good student eh???XD
4. ka che has shifted back in to our house~yay!!!no more staying in sg, but ever since my mum has been nagging me about how much stuff i have scattered everywhere and that she wont know how to pack it><
5. my eyes are like -.- now~really gonna fall asleep if i could~so i shall just stop here...btw...we:me ah gong, me myself, sai theng and sai zhen celebrated my birthday together..we went alor setar one day 'tour'@.@ but it was fun..had Kenny Rogers for lunch and also took the chance to go over to the水晶山 for the first time actually, bought dad, mum, and also ka che braclets^^
6. so, i shall really end this post now~save the line for later~please be 顺顺利利 later~and may i reach home safe~
7. ^^ <3

Tomorrow Never Comes

Life is something that you can never get a Second Chance with
when the time comes no matter what you have done-good or bad- when it is times up it is times up already
28th of febuary will be a day that will not be forgotten as two of our close friends and coursemates passed away in a tragic accident adn one is still in the hospital with injuries.
Our Prayers are with them
May our friends rest in peace and may Candy girl stay strong and get well asa soon as possible.

-Many say that live life while you can while others might choose to stay and live at a safe pace-
To some~living life is all about taking the most adventurest journey in thier lifes.
Going through all sorts of challenges and making the best out of every little thing possible.
After the tragic accident, i really feel that LIFE is a one thing that so precious that nothing else can beat it.
what about sickness and relationship failure~it doesn't matter
what about lost of money and also a little fever and flu~it is nothing
Compared to Death~
I myself have learnt that no matter what problems we face...There Will Be A Way Out
I might be the one that gets mad or frustrated when something doesn't go my way but after these few days i should be lucky enough to still be here to experience and go through all the ups and downs with my love ones and especially with my Family~

It is so hard for me whenever i think of dearest Ah Sien and Xiao Pei~
They were such happy individuals~carefree and happy-go-lucky where no worries are shown on their faces.
They brought laughter whenever i am around them.
And i Thank both of them for that~
For the past few days~a lot of thinking, opening up to friends was done and Both of You have made me realize and appreciate everything even more
Especially Friendship~
Thank You

Classes and SDG'S will be so different, but memories will never be erased.
May both of you Rest In Peace
We believe that both of you are in a better place with no worries.
Thank You for being our friend and we are really glad and proud to have had you as our friend.
WE WILL MISS YOU
R.I.P

its D-day!!!Valentine Day!!!XD

my dearest ah gong~

happy valentines day to you,to the both of us!!!^^

this is already our third valentines together and still we know that there will be lots more to come eh....XD (well of course we hope for the best rite???)

can't wait for 2 o'clock to come!!!

shall not say more ya...cause all the thank you's can't be done in only one post...>.<

i love you and i will love you always~

lots and lots of hugs and kisses from me from Muamalat to you at MISC....

<3

rabbit new year 2011

already the new year has begun,our coursemate trip to Hatyai has passed and chinese new year came~this yea the cny is a lil different as i am still not tuned in yet that sis has to go over to BM to celebrate chinese new years...as for the past 22 years...we have celebrated every chinese new year together...especially the day where we go bac to our hometown-Kajang. This year was as usual-ly borong and seriously i didn't kno what to do den to just play with me phone~that was until one of my younger cousin came over and we chat-ted...that talk kinda saved me from being or getting more frus...

i have yet to put up pictures as i dont have a clue of where the thingy is for me to transfer all my photos so~i shall do it oni wen i am bac in uni...

having holidays without me ah gong is starting to get to me~since the start we have never spent our holiday days together at allllll...and i have kept telling myself that already we see each other in skool and that is already more than i cud get so i had to get used to it but just these few days we quarreled quite often *nothing serious though* just me being me >.<

i just go 'burrzurk' a.k.a crazy sometimes...forgive moi...=(

i really wish that i cud spend my holidays together with him...really really really~

i wished that whatever that i see while im shopping that makes me think of him or stuff that he will like-he can see it with me...argh~with all the stupid rules in campus...we can totally be strangers towards each other only...the worst part~even groups in assignments-we are spilt-ed up by our lecturers...isn't that just great???@.@

well,enough of complains...this saturday on the 12th we will be well on our way to uni already~hitting the 'jet' and expected to arrive about 4 i guess~den the happy thing is on the 13th will be our monthly anniversary adn then on the 14th will be Valentines Day~a day when all girls dream of how the day would be~if there were any surprises waiting for them???what will their partners do on that special day~

great great day it will be^^

but im kinda keeping my hopes down...nothing too fancy...its just gonna be 'just another day for us'...wellllll.....whatever it is as long as we have each other rite~that matters the most most most...

to end this post i shall put a few of the oic that we took while we were at Hatyai~

pretty pics i must say....^^

so thats all for now and i shall upload more when im in the mood or free or when the line allows me to or many many more reasons larrrrhhh.....XD

nitey nitey for now then...

i love you

u know it

and

happy chinese new year once again

and happy birthday to all today too

greetings from us from the top of Hatyai^^

the guys that was in the trip...XD

few of us gurl on the second day~touring the tourist attractions^^

my girls:wantheng yihuey meizhen

<3

my favourite picture of January^^

*can i even say that*

XD

well then hugs and kisses for me ah gong

xoxoxo

nite nites...

Somebody To Love (Cover) - Jason Chen & Megan Lee

its the new year~

me-after going through the worst diarrhea *how do you actually spell that word again???*

picture taken with a nikon i dont kno what>.<

felt super tired and like all the strength in my body were sucked out in one day...

vomitting and alll...urghhh....

till then next post it shall be

<3>

too much to take

- heart broken-

as tears roll down my cheek

you dont know how much you influence me

i have always been trying to support you

in whatever you do

even until this minute

but it all adds up

and piles up

heart aches over and over again

I HATE IT

because of that one reason

we fight, we argue,

over and over again

will this work???

or am i being too pushy

is ti wrong for me to ask from you

to place me in front at times

dates have been canceled

things to be done wasn't done

i was left ALONE at times

because of that one thing

dont you think it is unfair???

and today after this phone call

it left me tearing

tears rolling down

cannot help it but feeling so left out

decisions made has to be canceled

in the end

ON THE 26TH

~I'M ALL ALONE~